PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

Challenges

2011-09-20T00:45:00.000-07:00

I guess....getting married is not easy at all... Apart from the expenses. The obstacles coming through my relationship is another thing...its like a simple thing can easily swipe off the sparkle...just like that..i mean as sy as snapping your fingers. Thats what we call trial right, but am glad we are still glue- ing each otjer together. The love is still strong...

Another thing i need to mention here, i am goin further with mybstudy, im doin bachelor of medicine and bachelor of surgery (MBBS) and this will lead me into 4 long years of learning journey before fully entitled to beome a doctot. Why i choosed mbbs? I have always dream of being a doctor, since i was a kid yeah, i remember pocking my niece on the hand with a sharp pencil, i dont joke when i play doctor hahah...but she was fine, it was a minor injury ive caused..lol.. And apart from that, is because...for me a doctor is a noble profession, its not the title, its not the coat but what a doctor does! Believe me, doctor is not rich! A real doctor is very poor, they dont have to have a 3 storey bungalow, mercedez benz, bmw etc... They do their job..helping people, saving lives... I want to help poor people who cant afford to treat their sickness... I want to be a good doctor, i was thinking about house but dr house is in a movie while im standing here...the reality is much more bitter than tv shows...well i still watch them to learn... :)...

Wedding is coming...class is starting.... Honeymoon is in november after the wedding... How?

Leave it all to God , God will help me through this.

Love you all and thanks for reading...

Xoxo

Each time I....

2011-03-19T07:56:00.000-07:00

Each time I listen to songs, I feel like.. i'm flying.. not physically but mentally... and once again i'm thinking about all the memories i had .. playing like a slideshow..repeatedly...

Each time i think about my wedding... i'm afraid.. sometimes i am really sure i'm ready...and at times i don't think i am ready enough.. arrghhh commitment .. it's all about it.. but when i see people passes by in-front of me.. I could see their happiness and that's when i need my love so badly.. and i know.. i need him..

Each time i read... i got inspired... no matter what i read.. it surely bloom my heart to live each day like there's no tomorrow...

But most of all... each time i think about goin further with my studies.................. i just want it.. i know there's no age limitation to gain knowledge... but but... maybe sometimes to sacrifice things you love and wanted the most could bring shine to others lives.. (maybe..maybe) .. MBBS is in my hand but the closer i get.. the further i found myself from gettin it...

Arrghhh moodless weekend.. I wish i can fly and go to Niagara falls .. or beyond the horizon..

xxxx

Devastating tsunami hits Japan

2011-03-11T05:07:00.000-08:00

BACK 'or BACK OFF?

2011-01-22T22:03:00.000-08:00

Hey ya.... :) im not gonna say 'it's been a while since i blog blablabla..." but to be honest.. i do miss blogging.. i read but i dont write.. why? because to write i need inspirtion... i need mood... i need the right time... ahhh... but yeah i do miss blogging... if you gonna ask whether im going to continue writing..frequently... im gonna say.. 'im not sure' because it's all depends on the sitution i am in.. like how free m i.. how not freaking tired am i... -_-'... . but i will NEVER ever forget the purpose of why i started writing ... it's all about how ambitious am i..catching my ongoin happiness that slots in with sadness,pain and miracle! :)

Anyway.... I have something to tell you... :D.. *smiles*

*smiles*

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"I AM GETTING MARRIED"!!!!! awwwww

It's unbeliveable.. for me.. actually.. date has been confirmed last year.. but.. the spirit has only been felt this year..this month..hehehe

So.. Im goin to have to post little bit about everything regarding my wedding preparation..yooohooo... are you excited? cuz I DO!!!!

alright.....

this love story of mine will be continued later alright... soon.....

I LOVE happiness

xoxo

|| GONE FOR----EVER ||

2010-07-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

|| WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU ||

This post is a very special post, a post that will remind me the feeling I had now and forever
and will be.... for-ever
The feeling that will remind me to appreciate those who are still alive,
no matter we love them or hate them.... the point is, just to appreciate every single one of them
because the feeling of losing somebody is very hurtful no words can describe.

Mr Jaggit (my father-in-law ) left us on 26th June 2010
He's married to a wonderful 'one-in-a-milllion' wife (my moth-in-law)
Has 3 lovely children, Cimmeran, Jagjivan and Sangeetha
Cimmeran married to Malwinder and
have a baby name Priyal and another one coming within this 2 weeks (expecting)
Jagjivan, my Fiance the only son and we planned to get married next year
* it's unfair that he won't be able to witness our marriage ceremony*
and.. Sangeetha.. youngest lovely daughter.

All of us call him 'PAPA'
*feeling a stabbing pain now*
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he's a very very kind man
I love him so much
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I know... everything happened for a reason... i keep telling that to myself and them
but reality do bite!!
it's pain .. damn pain
it was all so sudden
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everybody is telling mama and the rest of us to be strong
what other option do we have than to be strong... right????
then... everybody is asking 'how are you?'
of course we are not okay.. especially mama,
sometimes she's okay, and at time she's not
how to tell everyone that it's not easy to accept the truth that someone you really love
gone just like that!!... just a snap of your fingers....
he was in Vietnam (on a business trip) when he died
we didn't see him for like 2 weeks
and in a very plain nice sunday morning you got a message from somebody else
telling you that ur dad passed away...
how on earth could you possibly be relax and OKAY with that?
what i'm trying to say here... even if you took a very good care of someone who were ill
then passed away... you'll still feel the pain and you'll have to take sometime to be okay EVEN you have the time to take care of that person...
in our situation... he went happily for work... and then... came back 'dead' not moving...
how will you be okay?? Oh God..

i know i'm too much but...
people keep on telling me to be strong...strong strong for my Fiance and his family
but deep inside i am suffering.. i am crying!! God.... i am very sad

there's too many unsettled things
there's too many things i wanted to talked about with papa
i want him to see me and jag getting married
taking me into their family
give me the hug i needed
watching my children growing up
i know... i still have my daddy.. my real dad but
papa was like my own father too..
he took care of me very well evrytime i'm staying in their house on weekend
there were too many memories

I just went through my laptop... and found few videos i've recorded while he was alive
all good, lovely, nice memories..
the laughter..
the friendliness

I just hope that he's happy up there.. where ever he is now...
i don't want him to have any regrets about leaving us so soon..
we're not so okay now but we'll be fine..

He once told me this
" BE CONFIDENT IN EVERYTHING YOU DO"
and that.. I will keep forever...

Sorry papa if i've ever hurt you in the way i've never realize
Thank you Papa for everything

so... please.. appreciate people around you
we won't know when the time will come

xoxo

Single minded

2010-07-19T19:57:00.000-07:00

|| Relationship ||

So.. what is sooo good in this single minded relationship? it doesn't bring me any good... in fact i hate it truly hate it...

From what i understand, single minded relationship (or usually this apply to married couple) means two person who are together, love each other but do everything seperately

(example: hubby will work... over work...over time work and in the meanwhile the wifey will have to take care of the children... i mean alone.. not together.. then hubby will still busy with outstation work and the wifey busy spending the lonely time hanging out with friends or family)

Hello?? i mean.. what's the point of being together if none of the partner atleast give some initiative to do things together like how it's used to be...

Im not married but Soon i will be... and the truth is.. this single minded thingy already developed
between both of us? we've discussed about it... but you know "easier said than done" .. early step of prevention seems to be drowning in the drainage ... how sad... i mean okay.. it's been only two days we've discussed about this 'single minded' thing but my hope that it can work out became hopeless... arghhh it's really pathetic... (sobbing)

But...But... whatever it is.. it doesn't mean i have to give up on my relationship just because i failed once.... i have to do something.. make it better... well my main goal remember???

"Pursuit of happiness"

I will never give up even though the pain makes my heart to go scattered into million pieces... luckily i have a strong glue my self to stick it together.. over and over again
(hopefully the glue will never finish) :D

Anyway, I just want to let you know that the situation is not as worst as you thought of because my darling, he's a very wonderful and kind person. I just can't live without him even for just a split second, the urge that came from the inner side of me --- the 'I want' to be with him every second of my life is forcing me to think this way... not to have a single minded relationship, to hell with what the other think or tell me because i am the one who's going to live with him (in happiness or in sadness) and he is the one who can love me this way, no one else could because i am different in the way only he could understand. (BIG SMILES).

Well I bet you too have your own love story because everybody is unique in their very own way.. right?

Thanks for reading
XOXO

PAIN

2010-07-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

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ITS PAIN TO BE SAD

MILLION OF NEEDLES POKING MY HEART

HARD TO PRETEND EVEN TO SMILE

I WANT A TRUE HAPPINESS

BUT WHEN SADNESS COME ALONG

HAPPINESS SEEMS TO BE FAR AWAY AND IMPOSSIBLE

AM I ASKING TOO MUCH?

TO BE HAPPY?
TO SMILE?
TO LAUGH?

I BELIEVE I DON'T

I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HIM TOMORROW

I FIND IT'S TOO HARD TO LET HIM GO (even just for a while)

BUT HE DON'T UNDERSTAND

I WISH HE DO...
REALLY WISH

I'M A SOBER TONIGHT

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NEW LIFE

2010-07-19T03:16:00.000-07:00

|| ? ? NEW LIFE ? ? ||

Yeah... lot..lots...lotss of things happened for these last few weeks... I mean 'UNEXPECTED' thing
I feel sad
I feel sorrow
I feel unhappy
I feel unfair
I feel like in a deep shit
I feel like it's end of the world
But the reason why I MUST start to blog again is to REFRESH myself
to continue my journey in pursuing my HAPPINESS
to begin each day as a NEW LIFE....
Basically.. all i'm saying is to move on
"LIFE MUST GOES ON" ......
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You must be wondering why? what happened?... well to those who know me.. I mean.. close friend and family... you know what happened... NO.... I didn't break off with my Fiance.. still with him... NO... I didn't failed in my exam... but YES.. My father-in-law-to-be passed away... all in sudden... (ummm i don't feel like telling how he died cuz.. cuz... maybe i'm not ready.. but I will when i feel like i can take it... okay?)
Alright.... i'll post again soon.. (maybe tonight) thanks for reading... muuuuahhhhhh

XOXO

After awhile

2010-03-25T21:04:00.001-07:00

{{To you...yeah you}}

You've been TAG by me..

Thanks to Ms Shasha for tagging me

So... i've choosen this blogger to be awarded for their marvelous.. inspirational.. make-my-day up blogs!!!
-Congratulation-

http://miszirdawaty.blogspot.com/
http://headhunters89.blogspot.com/
http://danelynchin.blogspot.com/
http://kasihaleeya.blogspot.com/
http://lostcharmedangel.blogspot.com/
http://maidenbelle.blogspot.com/
http://theperfect-sly.blogspot.com/
http://wohowkuak.blogspot.com/
http://soniaissweet.blogspot.com/
http://locomaniac.blogspot.com/

I put the link terus to let you know who's the sweet person i've tag :)

p/s 10 person only laa... hehe i supposed tag 20 but well.. they are the top ten so far..
xoxo

||Baby one more time?|||

2010-03-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

...Hello...

:) I know it's been so long *ayat yang sama*,
it's not that i've lost interest... but there's million of things happened in my life lately..
it's not like bad luck of suwey it's just that it's time to learn..

I dont wish to waste anymore time to write nonsense about ME and my Grumpy life..
let me just do straight to the point..
Bought a new Digital camera.. it's called as DSC sony HX1..
camera is awesome! and i love it.. i prefer to buy this because i'm not SLR enthusiast.. i dont like to have so many things (lens..filter etc) for my camera.. simple yet the best is my choise..
so this camera is my choice..

check it out

So what do you think? if you've heard about the advantages and disadvantages about this camera before you're welcome to word ypu thought out here alright ^_^

And below are the picture *so far*level 0.000000001* i've taken.. it's not good but it's not bad too *for me.. let's take a look :D~ *i'm so shyyyyy :P~

>>> ya i know.. me pic first hehe *gedikss

I guess this is my favorite (so far..) i haven't explore 'him' deeper yet..
soon maybe.. :)

Your thought would be much apreciated in the comment box.. don't keep it!!

thanks for reading.. lovessss ya..
xoxo

Hives @ Urticaria @ gegate

2009-11-30T23:58:00.001-08:00

|||| Why me ||||

Yesterday I was diagnosed with urticaria or others called it hives.. and Malay called it as gegate (did i spell it correctly?) or the easiest explanation is an allergic reaction...
I got it since saturday.. and had 3 jabs for it (hyrocortisone+piriton) and it was supposed to 'sshooos' my pain away.. it's kinda itchy.. i mean EXTREMELY itchy and hot on the surface of the skin.. i can't sleep at night.. finding myself scratching while sleeping (half-asleep) forcing my self to hug my teddy-bear (Tiffany) tightly to stop myself from continuously scratching my body..it's really suf-fer-ring!! finally went to see dermatologist somewhere in klang town.. a specialist of course.. and he gave me bars of medicine called Loratadine (it doesn't cause sleepiness, it acts like an anti-histamine, stopping my antibody from keep on fighting with the antigens.. whatever is that antigen is..suck you!! :P~) ..
So i am supposedly having a real nice one week rest but naaa.... i've classes awaiting ahead of me.. can't miss so much anymore.. i'll have to go to class tomorrow huhuhu... i just don't want this stupid thing to suddenly appear on my face and turn me into ugly-stefy as in ugly-betty grrr~~~~ anyway..pray for my health.. i hate to be sick!!

p/s the photos below aren't my photos but the condition is exactly like what im facing right now!! i wont show you guys my ugly pictures!! lol..

xoxo love you all thanks for reading..and hey!! pray for me!!!

Yeah.. tell me!! it's disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S.W.E.A.T.S ||a.k.a|| Aerobic

2009-11-09T20:41:00.001-08:00

||Hello~~..it's been a while~~||

~Anyway.. me topic is about aerobic.. one way of getting healthier, sweat more.. loose up few calories... and feel goood.. :P~

Thanks to Bella, Bibie, Janet for introducing me this new way of exercising, i love it and today would be my third and fourth session... I bring my sister Cynthia along too... she's getting chubbier tho.. LOL
Anyway... I am a lazy girl, not an early bird too (hard to get up early!).. don't like to jog alone or cycling alone.. always needs friend.. not that i'm scared but they can be my inspiration.. the more the merrier isn't.. I use to cycle with my darly bear... but since i brought my bike back to my house... we don't have the chance anymore... and as far as i can remember.. i and my room mate tried few times already to wake in the morning to jog.. but failed each time!! (duuh!! nafsu tidur lagi kuat weh!!) and only once we played badminton in the evening.. once!! only once! but that one also after sweating.. we end up buying icecream (the motorcycle man punya icecream lah that!) a lot of ice-cream..huhhu... useless right!!!! :P~
So now.. my spirit is extremely high!!! exercising.. I want to be fit and slim.. get rid of the stupid michelin tummy. (not that bad but i feel like it.. i still have body shape alright!) but hehehe because of laziness yang tahap melampau.. i'm getting chubbier and overweight too!! OMG!! not too overweight but starting to.. if i don't control than i'll die as a fatty! hypothalamus! hahaha.. I DON'T WANT!!!

`Alright.. that's all for today... i'll post more when i have something on my mind!!

Thanks for reading
love you all
emmuahhh
~XOXO~

Seek Ye First!

2009-10-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

>Hello.. it's been so long.. i know i know.. how can i tell u all that i am busy again.. i have no heart to tell u guys all this but that's the fact.. hehhe

>Anyway... this time.. before u all see this video.. please be opened about this.. i am a Catholic..right so for all my readers that are Muslims.. i just want to let you to be opened about this alright.. im afraid if this may offense you but anyway.. no not at all...

>I uploaded this video in youtube and also in facebook.. i just want to know what do you think about our choir.. is it okay? not okay? harmony? or no? nothing else.. apart from that.. also to let you all know that me and my bro- virgonz really x5000 love this song.. this song is called seek ye first.. we sang this song during our choir practice at st simon for the silver jubilee celebration that was held on the 25th octuber..

>Listen, enjoy, be opened and let me know wat you think by giving me you most sincere comment okay :P

> peace

>xoxo

Truth about ME?

2009-09-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

100 Truths About Stefyanie Myla

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage= Bandung syrup (nicest one i've ever tasted)
2. Last phone call = Darly bear
3. Last text message = Darly bear
4. Last song you listened to = Don't let me fall by Lenka
5. Last time you cried = last Monday, Jag my darl threw a gymnasium (big) ball on my face just to se me cry then make me laugh like there's no tomorrow! awww..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = I dated this particular person for a million times... percaya tak?
7. Been cheated on = Yes... what shud i say about this MAN? MORON?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No :P``
9. Lost someone special = My grandma?
10. Been depressed = No, but a lil bit tensed p yes... always before exam! :)
11. Been drunk and threw up = No.. but tell you something funny.. i don't drink alcohol.. but wine maybe.. BUT.. once upon a time.. i went for a christmas party (i was still very young, 18 y.o) then this eurasian people who drink alcohol opps swim and drink it.. asked me what i want to drink beer or whisky? then.. haha i actually feel curious wat is whisky as i always heard beer ponly.. so dengan muka tak tahu malu.. i said 'Whisky' with proud and thinking tat it's not really alcoholic.. LOL.. so my ex-bf looked at me like..whaaaa? then i smile.. and took the glas.. it was verylittle.. i tot they just simply dont want to give me a lot. i tot they all tamak.. so guess what... i drank the whisky.. finished it all up.. after 5 minutes.. i felt a burning sensation on my face and head.. i felt dizzy and my face was red.. i told my ex-bf to bring me home.. cuz i was drunk and talking nonsense while on the way back!!!HAHAHAHA stupid!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. white - Pure ad clean
13. pink - girlish, feminine and sweet
14. blue - calm, peace lke the ocean and sky blue..whoaaa

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yes... many of them
16. Fallen out of love = Fell head to toes in love with my Jag
17. Laughed until you cried = ya ya ya... the best medicine of all!
18. Met someone who changed you = I believe so, he's the one..he's the half of me..
19. Found out who your true friends were = definitely yes!
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Maybe.. i can't recall
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = hehe..shy.. but yes.. only one person.. you know who..shhh

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 80% of them
24. Do you have any pets = Not yet.. planning of getting a cat!
25. Do you want to change your name = No, never.. my name is unique.. no one has this name in the world..trust me!!..Stefyanie Mylanie. Type or search if you can find any. :P~
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Spend time with my darly bear and his family.. and present hunt! :)
27. What time did you wake up today = 12pm..class 1 oclock.. haha.. ill be dead if mom knows.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Facebooking, chatting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Holiday, JAG, Wedding, Sabah to see family.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = SOBS!!!! last month.. only for 2 days!! mom i miss you!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = NOTHING, but i do want to go to the past and tell my grandmother about how much i love her,need her and i am very sorry for hurting her feeling.. i miss you nek.. so badly.. *She died in a an accident!
32. What are you listening to right now = Like a song by Lenka
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yep.. uncle ?Tom? a.k.a Thomas. :P~
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Haven't done my clinical pathology assnment and need to be pass up tomorrow!!
35. Most visited webpage = Yahoo email, wikipedia, PubMed journal, facebook, blogger.
36. Where you want to be right now = Bukit tinggi Klang and KK sabah!
37. Nicknames = Mimie, Myla, Stefy, Milah, annie.
38. Relationship Status = Not available (engaged)
39. Zodiac sign = aries
40. Male or female = female
41. Elementary? = SRJK(C) Yick Nam Inanam.
42. Middle school = Shan Tao High school
43. Hair colour = brown
44. Long or short = medium
46. Height = 5 feet 4 inches
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Yes, Jag.. can it be?
48. What do you like about yourself = EVERYTHING
49. Piercings = ears, nose.
50. Tattoos = Dont have.. can i have one? but hope he don't kick my butt! and mom don't kill me!
51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = To take out something on my ear! minor surgery.
53. First piercing = I can't recall but i think when i was 6 years old?
54. First best friend = Syalvie, Dauna, Melissa, Nisa
55. First kiss = 2001
56. First vacation = Can't recall.. too many
57. First crush = Back in high school.. hehee
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RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Oranges
60.Drinking = my own saliva
61. I'm about to = do my assigment and mandi then sleep
62. Listening to = Lenka's album songs..
63. Waiting for = the mood to come and do work.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Of course!!! 4?
65. Get married = Definitely YES!
66. Career = Give me tons of money$$$$$$

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Both!
68. Hugs or kisses = Both!
69. Shorter or taller = taller la... but me to short!lol
70. Older or Younger = older of course
71. Romantic or spontaneous = like both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship...infinity
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = yeah..uhuhu
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Countless time..!! lost my contact so so many time
79. Sex on first date = NO...this is for prideless people
80. Broken someone's heart = YES, I am sorry but I have to..i can't live with you.
81. Had your own heart broken = YES.. but i was lucky that somebody has hold it tightly, never let it shattered into pieces..thanks sayang.
82. Been arrested = No..i would cry for 1 week if so.
83. Turned someone down = Yeah.. sorry again.
84. Cried when someone died = Do you want me to laugh? stupid..
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes.. and he is my bestest friend whom i'm engaged to right now.. awww cuteee

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = 101%
87. Miracles = God will always show it in his own little way.
88. Love at first sight = Yes... :)~~
89. Heaven = I do believe!
90. Santa Claus = I always waited for him to come and give me present..but no.. i guess he's too tired and dehydration for travelling so much with his big tummy.. LOL..
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes..
92. Angels = YEAH!! i have one now with me.. his name is Jeremy!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= yes.. but special one only one!
95.Did you sing today? = yeahh in the toilet
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = yeah i did but it's for a good reason.. not for my own good!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = the year before 2002.. i want to see my grandmother... :(
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = I fall in love only once but the second one was a miracle.. in fact i fall in love with him after knowing that he's actually my first true love..love on a first sight.. i met him and i knew it's him!.. i am not afraid because i dont have my heart with me.. i will only fall for him.. aduss jiwang tak? kikiki
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yes!! all truth!

p/s Do this if you think you can tell the truth!

xoxo

Happy 'buka-puasa' session with lovely lecturers and friends... 090909!

2009-09-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

......Hello......

Today I went buka puasa/ gathering with lecturers and friends somewhere in Shah alam, behind tesco extra... if I'm not mistaken the shop name is Jayathi.. maybe i've forgotten... the food was nice.. especially the popiah... yummy..
I didn't take much photos as Me was busy talking stories to my friends.. long time no see friends.. so when we started with one gossip as usual we can't help it no more! LOL but the most important thing is.. at-least we know what are they doin right now.. exchange contact numbers etc..

Well... come on and see the photos i've taken...
I think i'll bring my darly bear to eat here someday, food was nice and not expensive :)

Thanks for reading...love you all
xoxo

I am back (^_^')/ check out the suprises for you!

2009-08-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

.................Hello......................

Yeah i know.. it's been quite a while.. i was really busy since July... what should i tell you guys?.. i guess let me start one by one alright?
Hmm... on 11th July 2009, Saturday... was my engagement day... the ceremony was marvelous! it was great.. even though it was real tiring... it was really a once in a lifetime kind of thing! (i will upload my engagement photos first) and then... 13 July 2009, Monday was my Diploma convocation day! can you imagine how tired was i? God knows.. plus.. my family were here for 10 days and i never get the chance to rest at all!! basically... the month of July was the busiest among others for this year. and.... 20 july.. my brother become a daddy... Scarlet Itzell Maeron was born.. and she's my first niece!!! awwwww!! :D.. alright.. enough of telling stories... now.. enjoy the photos *i didnt have time to edit any of them.. :P hope you guys wouldnt mind eh :)

-Yeah... opening... my hand.. lovely henna ehh.. :)-

thi pic below.. this beautiful lady..she's me.. thats her :)

My bro took this picture below..i like the angle

-below.. me and my friend Nurain Ali.. she's a swet girl.. her bf tok my pic too..using his canggih camera :)

-below... i can call her as my BFF(best friend forever) because she'll be there with me no matter what.. she's always there.. in fact.. she came back here from india just for my engagement.. isn't lovely... and i love her even tho i havent got the time to see her yet since the ceremony.. her name is Kavitha.. wait k darl :)-

-Yep.. below.. it's me again... posing near the door.. lol.. i dont know why the hell i did so many stupid things that day.. maybe cuz i was nervous kot.. lol...

-Heyyy yaahhh.. not to forget my lovely one and only sister.. Cynthia Michelle @ Cyndy.. she did a great job that day.. a very good PA hehehe... love ya sist...

-Below, my friends were the earliest one to come... such a lovely friends... true friends.. they really made me happy, they are crazy too but very kind.. thanks buddy for the willingness to come... love you all... heyy don't ever forget to invite me to yours next aitttt...

-haha yeah me again.. i don't know who took this pic.. was it Aimi (skudo air) hehe or.. hmm who ahh?? but thanks btw.. this angle was nice.. even tho i look tired.. my eyes were coming out lol

- our rings.. p/s darly bear!! if you ever take it out.. then cerai talak 4.. lol...

Here comes the bride groom... from the left, his elder sister Cimmeran, my darling Jack the freak tall man, pink duit his mother my mom in law Mdm Sanam Kaur, in front of him is his youngest sister Sangeetha and err.. behind him i think his father.. Mr Jageet Singh, cant see him clearly.... they are such a lovely family.. i thanked God for giving them to me.. such a perfect family.. very loving..just like my own family.. i miss them so much.. i miss both of my families.. i dont know how would it be if im not with him.. hmmm i love them!!!!

-Me and my darling..during photo shoot.. and God knows... how nervous scared was i.. lol... i feel like ive never taken any pic before.. heheh i guess i am good by taking my own pic ..only..

Ceremony started... actually.. it was started when my MIL (mom in law) put the *something i forgot the name* on my head :)

This one was my Mom giving blessing to both of us.. we were just engage and she cried! Mom.. i am still your daughter... nobody can ever change that.. no mater whom i married with, believe me.. i will always be your naughty daughter..that will never change.. you me right mom.. i love you.. no one can ever take me away from my very own family.. you gave birth to me and took care of me since i was born! it was not an easy work.. but you've made it! see what i've become now.. i will make you all happy.. dont worry.. you mom and dad will always be my parents.. forever...emmuah sobsobb..sebak plaaa

-owh..lovely.. below.. ring exchanged between both of us... smileeeeeee for happiness

Cutting cake... and i ONLY ate that small piece he gave me!! argghhh i never even taste it properly..uwahhhh and they said the cake tasted wonderful and they asked me where the hell i got it from..i dont even know where cuz my MIL handle EVERYTHING from A-Z... well... that why i said.. i love them.. the just so family..:) loveeeeee

Below.. i really want to thanked them for being with me no matter what it is... my mom, dad, jag, and the rest of my family and friends really fulfill my life.. complete my life, make my life so wonderful... just wanna thanked you all for everything....
Especially to my mom and dad...i have no words to describe how much i love you both, i owe so much from you both..thank you for raising me up... and im sorry for being so far from you two... sorry for not spending so much time woth you two but i promised.. i will take care of you two when you grow very old.. ill carry you both anywhere when you don't have the energy to walk anymore.. ill make it worth for you two for having me..emmuahhh

thanks to all of my friends... some of them were not in the pic.. sorry

thanks for being so happening!! :)

My hand.. my ring.. my henna... thanksssssss :)

-And thats me again..hehehe anyways thank you for reading okay...

Alright... next.. i will post about my convocation and more and more.. thanks for reading and feel free to leave your comment... i wont bite you i promise..hehehe..

xoxo

B.A.C.K

2009-07-25T08:42:00.000-07:00

.............Hello...............

Okay2 it's been quite long since the last i post anything kan, anyway. ever since my 4th semester started.. i memang2 takde mase nak update blog... because assignment berlambak, then lab report, quizzes, lagi tutorial dan macam2.. every week memang ade jer yang masuk.. keje tak henti2.. biut kpale i nih... so weekend adalah satu2nya masa i yang terluang untuk tido sepuas2 hati (don't ever wish for it if mummy's here) sooo tetiber pla hari nih i trase nak post something.. (suppsdly i wat my assgnment! and sorry for my bahasa rojak.. i malas hari nih) nih jag da masok bilik tido tinggalkan i ternonong2 kat hall.. eiiss alone!! eii takott... shh.. if only he know im blogging and surfing internet.. i'll be dead!!

Alamakkkk!! i was about to upload photos (engagement and convocation) but then aikksss i lupe pla i tak bawa i punye external hard disk.. ishkkkk geramnye.. hwuaaa... so wat to do now.. umm okay2 u can also check my facebook @ steffy_myla87@yahoo.com kat situ i dah upload my pictures... untuk tatapan u all.. then next time ill upload cket2 then ill explain to all bout it orait.. :P``~~

owhh yeah... poor Jag.. he went for a minor surgery today to take out his wisdom tooth (tumbuh in a wrong direction) so he's on medication now.. taking a strong pain kiler (forgotten the name of it) and in the meanwhile.. he cannot speak!! he's a boring person when he can't talk.. i miss his voice already..hehe oppsiee.. and also.. im getting made tahap gaban sebab i cant speak too... all i can do is sing2 saje2... my mom in law not in.. she's in genting.. miss her.. and my papa in law is in but.. no gut to borak2 kosng with him.. hehe.. then ros? the home's keeper... she irritaate me sometimes.. i mean okay all the time.. bila i cakap ngan die jer... then die gelak2 for nothing and then tolak2 bahu i and even worst tolak badan i skali.. bukan perlahan tapi.. kuat wehhhh... adesss i buat derk jer.. i tak cakap la i tak suke.. im a kind hearted person (uweekkk) yes really.. i treat everybody the same only thing.. the way she tolak2 me bagai.. buat i geram... adeiiii... nevermind la... she's a nice lady btw...

owh eahhh sebelum i lupe... my elder brother has become a father!!!!! dapat baby girl and her name is Scarlett ItZell Maeyron!!! cun kan the namee... hehehe.. im sooo happy.. im an aunt now!! but sadly.. tak jumpe lagi baby cuz im here in shah alm and the're back at sabah.. hwuaaa i need to go back but maybe after my midterm exam.......

Im gettin paranoid of H1N1 now... yesterday.. my friend Dauna who's studying there told me that uitm campus will be closed for one week!! because there's a new case in there!! amboiii i soo takuttt.. how about MSU then it's not very far.. it's in shah alam too!!! how about us??????????? i'll wear the mask next week.. sebagai langkah berhati2..ishkk scary..

okay.. umm... ill be posting again soon... im off to do my work.. (it's saturday for goodness sake!! and i STILL have to do my homework!!! argghh) hihihi tensi berlebihan.. pardon me yeahhh ahakzz..

alright all.. adios amigos.. GTG...

pen off!!!

xoxo

Killing my time!!

2009-06-20T01:06:00.000-07:00

.....Tagged by Mel. Desiree.....

1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?
- Of course a lasting relationship, I stick to one man only, love for infinity

2- What was your longest relationship?
- 3 years (with my ex) but now.. I’m getting engage to the most wonderful man I’ve ever met .. it’ll will be forever.. Amen

3-What is your favorite personality trait?
- Kind of ‘knows little about everything’

4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do?

- Depend on what situation I am in :P~~

5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?
- Being truthful!!

6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)?
- hehe yeahhhh… especially ‘kukubus and bujicat’ haha that’s my nick name given by him lol… shut up!!

7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other?
- Sharing thoughts like a very best-friend together without involving any negative emotions, laughing together and yet my most wonderful night was at Sutera harbour, walk under the moon, and holding hand together at 3am in the morning!! walalaahhh

8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other?
- Watching star trek together with him or just cuddling each other to sleep.. Or he playing with our stuffed animals.. disturbing me.. hmm that’s a real night man!!

9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
- No, will never do that.

10- Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments?
- Yeah.. we’re getting engage in 2 months time J we’re serious!

11- If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen?
- You cant imagine what I am going through!! This engagement is like… my dream come true.. really.. this is just how I wanted it to be!!!!! But basically, we can’t plan things perfectly.. I’d rather go with the flows.. just see what’s gonna happened.. then it’ll surprise me J

12- If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible?
- Of course, but I’m still studying.. Percentage of getting pregnant is high.. so wait till I finish my study would be logic.. IF he’s fine with it.

13- Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationship?
- Yes, but not always I mean this kind of conversation can’t be talked everyday, have fun!!

14- Do you prefer a sensitive open relationship or a strong silent type?
- I am neutral

15- When in a relationship do you have to have contact with your partner on a daily basis?
- Yes, why? Because we care about each other, that’s love!!

16- Do you like public displays of affection?
- Hmm… yes but depend on the situation

17- Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship?
- Yeah I can’t tolerate if my partner do not trust me! Trust is the main key in a relationship. Also, no cheating, do not betray this pure relationship.

18- What is one thing that you value most in a relationship?
- There’s something that I can’t explain about, there’s no price for it, it’s LOVE, and love means everything!

19- Would you ever be able to handle a long-distance situation?
- Yes, it would be hard but it’s manageable, so far the longest we’ve been apart was 5 weeks, LOL.

20- Do you believe in moving in together before engagement or marriage
- I used to but not anymore, I’ll move in with my darling once we’re married

21- Who would you like to see doing this survey? Tag them
- craig, bella, Sandra, danelly, putrid, josh, anita and all of you in my list J including my followers :P

xoxo

The real thing

2009-06-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

- I am just a normal girl.. my previous post about the song by elvis 'anything thats part of you' huh actually he didn't cry.. i was just bluffing... want to see what's his reaction will be if by any chance he read it (it's impossibl unless he disturb me while i'm updating my blog)

- okay well.. i am not really well... seriously unwell but who cares.. it's normal thou.. i am sick and tired of living.. seriously.. if only i get to go out of this country.. and go somewhere to find peace of mind and get my 'real-self' back.. uaawww that'll will be nice...

- i'm not in the normal-state-emotional .. err whatever!! i don't know what the hell i want to tell but for sure.. i'll be back with more toipic to share.. remember this blog is my blog.. i decided to share things on how me pursuing my happiness in life..

Stfy out

xoxo

The return

2009-06-15T03:34:00.000-07:00

It's been so long aite... anyway.. got tagged by mr.Virgonz, seems like i'm a lil bit free today.. i decided to answer this :) and sorry for i am not in a state of mood to translate this to english, do you mind.. well.. let's get started... :)

1.Apa Perasaan Anda Sekarang?

* Perasaan kucar kacir cuz of menstrual pain (hormonal stress)

2.Saya nak makan?

* Saya nak makan durian sangat2!! selalu bau jer... ishkk

3.Saya tak suka?

* ....bila diganggu semasa tidur nyenyak, tak suka panas, tak suka bende yang tak disukai seperti semua perkara yang dibenci.

4.Impian saya?

* Impian saya nak jadi kaya and then buat bende2 yang patut dengan duit2 tersebut... especially for my parents :)

5.Haiwan yang saya tak suka?

* Haiwan yang buas dan irritating.

6.Saya harapkan?

* ....harapkan pagar tak makan padi.. padi tak dimakan burung.. hehe ok2 saya harapkan agar anda semua bahagia selalu..saya juga. *sengal.. banyak mende yang diharapkan..tapi xbleh nak harap sangat...

7.Jika boleh putarkan masa?

* Satu jer saya nak... saya nak nenek saya tak dilanggar, saya nak dia sihat sejahtera dan melihat saya kahwin(someday)...saya nak peluk cium nenek :**(

8.Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?

* Saya dah bosan jawab soklan nih dari kechik... takperla.. just wait and see..ill keep it to myself... (dulu kene tulis dalam buku catatan harian.. perghh)

9.Handphone saya adalah sebuah?

* ....adalah sebuah telefon bimbit yang boleh dibawa kemana-mana dan digunakan sebagai senjata jika anjing datang nak serang.. baling pada dia!! eheheee

10.Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?

* ntah.. God Knows!!

11.Saya suka pada?

* ...suka pada orang yang buat soklan nih kalau dia tak tanya apa yang saya suka.. eiiiii... saya suka semua benda yang boleh disukai..

12.Kawan-kawan saya..?

* adalah peneman yang hebat....slalu buat gua tergelak..memahami perasaan kuuuu.. :P~~

13.Pernah dikhianati?

* pernah kot.. don't care!!!

14.Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?

* ask them to find a life!!

Senaraikan 8 orang untuk di Tag (erm dpt tag 4 org jer...)

Kamu ya!!! you!!!! buat k :P~~

thats all you all

xoxo thanks for reading muahhxxx.

New Moon Official trailer

2009-06-02T02:26:00.000-07:00

.....Finally.....

- It's worth a while waiting for it even though the movie will only be in cinema on 20.11.09
- Well yesterday the official of Twilight sequel trailer has aired, the New Moon.
- And if you notice.. I put the twilight widget at the side of my bar... yeehaww it's cool.. and yes admit.. i'm a die-hard-fan of twilight saga series :)

- So.. maybe you've missed it or do not know that the official trailer came out.. check the video out (below)

Enjoy!!!!!!! to all twiight fans out there!! you'll love this...

Im Blushing!!!! - Anything that is part of you-

2009-06-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

.....Anything that is part of you....

This is a song dedicated to me... of course from my dear darling Jag... he said.. he'll cry his tears out whenever he listened to this song when i'm not around.. even now!.. well.. this song was sang by the greatest king of rock and roll.. the late Elvis Aron Presley ... just listen and you'll understand.. why this song can caused my darl to burst his tears and even me too... the first time he sent me this video... i was like... Jag i really love you!! i was very touched!

check out... tell me what you think...

And this is the lyric

I memorize the note you sent
Go all the places that we went
I seem to search the whole day through
For anything thats part of you

I kept a ribbon from your hair
A breath of perfume lingers there
It helps to cheer me when Im blue
Anything thats part of you

Oh, how it hurts to miss you so
When I know you dont love me anymore
To go on needing you
Knowing you dont need me

No reason left for me to live
What can I take, what can I give
When Id give all of someone new
For anything thats part of you

thanks for reading
xoxo

What girls want..

2009-05-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

i copied this from my dear friend Melissa desiree... *mel orait bha kan... hehe untuk kesedaran ramai pihak... :D~~ check this out.. you might learn something from this...

|||||WHAT GIRLS REALLY WANT|||||

||||What A Girl WanT||||

This is very interesting(to women).. pls take time to ponder(to men) enjoy the story, then just switch off........

Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, If after a year, he still had no answer, he
would be put to death. The question was: What do women really want?
Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, And to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query.
But, since it was better than death, He accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone:
The princess, the priests, the wise men, and even the court jester.
He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch,
For only she would have the answer. But the price would be high as the witch was famous through out the
kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.
The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch.
She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, The most noble of the Knights of the Round Table, And Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified.
She was hunch-backed and hideous, had only one tooth,
smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc.
He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden,
But Lancelot, having learnt of the proposal, spoke with Arthur.
He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life. And the preservation of the Round Table.
Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered.
Arthur's question thus: "What a woman really wants?"
She said, "Is to be in charge of her own life."
Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth.
And that Arthur's life would be spared. And so it was.
The neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom.
And Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.
The honeymoon hour approached and, Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom.
But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed.
The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.
The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, She would henceforth be her horrible and deformed self only half the time.
And the beautiful maiden the other half.
"Which would you prefer? She asked him.
"Beautiful during the day ... or at night?"
Lancelot pondered the predicament.
During the day he could have a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, But at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch!
Or, Would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day?
But by night a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous, intimate moments with?

(If you are a man reading this...) What would YOUR choice be?
(If you are a woman reading this?) What would YOUR MAN'S choice be?
What Lancelot chose, is given below:
BUT... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below... OKAY?

Noble Lancelot, knowing the answer the witch gave Arthur to his question,
He said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.
Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time.
Because, he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.
Now... what is the moral to this story?

The moral is...
1) There is witch in every woman no matter how beautiful she is!
2) If you don't let a woman have her own way, things are going to get ugly.

So, always remember:
IT'S EITHER "HER WAY" OR IT'S "NO WAY" !!!

|||||||Fish Market?? and.... SCENERY??||||

2009-05-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

.......This pictures was taken this week........

Me and my darling went to KL... to a bookstore.. kinokuniya :) so on the way back or go? umm not sure hihi i took few random pictures and i REALY LOVE these pics.. and i didn't edit it because i don't know how.. my bad but who cares...right?

And owh yeah.. my future mom in law bought me a punjabi suit!! it was really beautiful and i am beautiful wearing it.. hehee :P~~

let's check it out...

and oppsieee... forgot about fish market... food was really. yeah of course their food nice and the price not bad too because.. it's worth it paying a lot and you get to eat 'real' food isn't? :D

okay2 come on....

===I really like this pic because i can see the layers of each clouds.. brought a warm feeling inside and i feel like flying.. want to be free!! yayy it's so nice==

==This is my photo in a punjabi suit? how? hehe my Mom in law to be bought this for me because the next day we went to the temple.. :P

==woww.. yeah yeah i know.. i look beautiful LOL... excuse me okay.. :P~~==

==Another in punjabi suit pic of me *cough==

==So.. on the way to Fish market in Aeon Bukit tinggi, i snap these photos, using a Panasonic DMC-FX12 Lumix camera, please be notice that i don't know how to use photoshop stuff to edit my pictures so there NO editing done for these pictures... it's all natural.. my talent.. LOL *please do not puke!!! okay.. so enjoy :P~~

==Isn't nice and wonderful==

===so please readers.. if you think it's nice please say so.. and if you think i need improvement (yes of course i do, i know!) please tell me too!! need your opinion and i will appreciate it, very much.. just leave your comment... i love taking pictures.. especially My OWN pictures.. haha yes i am serious, one day my Fiance told me to stop taking my own pic he said i'll get older if take too many pictures.. but hell i care!! LOL at ;east when i really old someday.. i've collection of my 'syok sendiri' pictures... hehee... and then he also told me that he's goin to hide the camera!! oh God.. leave me alone!! he can hide it but i still have my handphone camera isn't? hahaha shhh.. i'm not worry because he won't read my blog... i know :D~~~~~

okay.. so we went to Fish market located in Aeon bukit timggi Klang, ground floor :) so i took the opportunity to take few photos with my darling, the food and yeah thats all... check it out!!

===Welcome to fish market!!!!==

==Yepyep that's me and my only man.. my love my soul my life...one and only==

==photos below.. our foods.. i've forgotten what it's called.. but it was delicious and worth eating!! i can't even finish it.. i was to 'full' maybe because the fish was big? and fries were too much? hmmm i don't know but it's nice and i do remember i ate the fish 'dory' huhu==

==this is one ummmm deep fried mushroom... delicious too!!!==

||| Yeah i guess that's a for this post.. i have a lot to post up but the problem is... time.. i do not have enought time to do!! but as i said, i love my blog and i want to share with you all on me pursuing my happiness for infinity...eternally!!|||

p/s... pease dear readers... i want to know what you all think about my post... i need feedback.. knowing that you all read my blog but not knowing what your thought about my post is pretty sad... so im begging you to leave ya thoughts okay....

last but not least.. thanks for reading

xoxo

It's alright i'm okay.. :P~~ |||PART ONE|||

2009-05-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

.....|||Update time|||....

||Okay so.. hehe i know it's been quite long since i went to Sg. petani, Kedah and Penang.. so i am updating..

|||Been quite busy with stuff and yeah with stuff LOL....

...Here we go..... === part one ====

this is the highway on the way .. err i forgot what's the name... hell.. :)

We stopped by i think before the tunnel... searching for toilet but naa... no..there's no toilet there... S*&^!! and that's my darling Jag.. posing like a model.. uhukkzzzz haha :D~~

Yep.. that's my bear 'Jeremy' inside the car.. he's always with me.. no matter where i go... loveee him :) anyway my darling gave it to me on our first date as my birthday present..heheheee~~

Below.. the tunnel :P~~

Snapped a landslide on the way to SPetani... ishkkk luckily it's far from the highway... *knock the wood 3 times

Yep almost there..i just... love the nature.. :)

=okay no idea what to put for the captures below.. so just enjoy the pics okay :P~~=

=okay that's my 'pink' hand phone with the 'angel in disguise' hangin on it hahaa=

=:D~~ okay excuse me for this.. Jeremy was driving the car!! haha people in the car on the road looked at us and like 'what the hell?' heheee well.. it's nice to disturn peope sometimes... he was cute by the way.. my Jeremy :P~

==Almost there and enjoy the scenery... i love taking pictures but i don't use SLR and i don't edit my photos.. not because i don't want to but i do not how to.. oppsieee my bad hehe... enjoy...===

=yaayyyy we reached.. finally after 4 hours of journey :)=

=south s.petani in the evening= :D~~

==so this is the room i sleep in... yayy,,, it was nice and warm i mean it's comfortable==

=stairway to heaven.. ahakzz no lar.. this one just to show off how tiring it is to have big house.. i can't ..and don't want cuz tiring and hard to clean..hihi==stairs up

=stairs down=

=another view's point=

===Below... around the house===

=Dr. Cimmeran and Dr Mawinder, Jag's sister and her husband=

okay2 i think thats all for today... really need to finish my work up... see you all in part two of my holiday... and don't forget to leave your comment okay :D~~ cheerio!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Worst day of 22 years of my life!!

2009-05-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

.....TEARS.....

> Why this have to be so complicated? making people around happy is not easy as i thought.

It's true.. this is what happened to me.. i thought i am happy but right after that... my tears burst out of my eyes!!

Why do people cannot make things easier.... why can't they just be open and don't just listen to themselves but look at others sorrow too.. others HOPE and DREAM... why why why....

It's okay to make peoples happy and sometimes... one party have to sacrifice for it but the one who sacrificed are the people i care and love the MOST.. hopefully this will go away soon... very soon...

I can't bare this pain i held inside but to who should i speak this out? i'm helpless

I can't write further... this feeling is totally suck!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Pathetic day-!!!!!!!!!!

HATE

2009-05-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

....I t.r.u.l.l.y HATE....

>yeah i hate this subject 'Foundation of leadership'

>My brain desperately needs some rest... how... how...

>My eyes are so tired that i can fall asleep with my pen inside my nose 'anytime'..gosh tat is shit!

>I'm having a sore throat... the pain is like... having a jaws-bone stuck in the middle of my neck!

>I can't wait for the paper to finish..!! badly...

>I'm goin for a swim in my friend's house tomorrow.. her name is Ain..yeeaaa :D~~

>Another chapter to go through and 2 glasses of nescafe finished! good steffy good!!

>and the great thing is.. i am blogging..thats good.. this topic goin to cum out 2mrw!!! bless me!!

>Pity my housemate.. she's having a sinus problem...

>okay... i'm goin to read now... oopppss..eii my eyes are closing!! dang!!

awwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

muahhhhhhh

hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

-BUSY BEE-

2009-05-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

....I WISH....

I CAN UPDATE MY BLOG WITH A LOT OF PHOTS... BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I AM BUSY..

BUSY BECAUSE I AM ON MID TERM EXAM PLUS WITH MY 'BERLAMBAK' PROJECTS TO DO! ARGHHH... NOT TO FORGET MY PRESENTATION AND ASSIGMENTS... IT'S ONLY A SHORT SEMESTER BUT I AM GETTIN MAD HERE...

WISH ME LUCK.. I WILL UPDATE SOON.. VERY SOON..UWAAAA

I WANT A HOLIDAY... A 2MOTHS HOLIDAY.. ERGGHHH

OKAY... TATA

P/S HEHE SEMPAT GAK LETAK GAMBO GEDIK GUE.. JGN MUNTAH EKK.. EIIII SENGAL..MUAHMUAHHH

XOXO

TAG

2009-05-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

:::TAG FROM VIRGONZ:::

Instruction:
1.PUT YOUR I-TUNES, WINDOW MEDIA PLAYER. ETC.ON SHUFFLE
2.FOR EACCH QUESTION, PRESS THE NEXT BUTTON TO GET YOUR ANSWER.
3.YOUR MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.TAG 10 FRIENDS.
5.EVERYONE TAGGED HAS TO DO THE SAME THING
6.HAVE FUN.

1)if someone say 'are you ok?' you say?
= All that she wants by Ace of base
~ I need to get all that i want yeahyeahhhhh ummm :)

2)how would you describe yourself?
= Break my stride also by Ace of base
~ Arghhhh nghee nobody goin to slow me dooownn.. i am got to keep on moving... :P

3)what do you like in a girl/boy?
= You are not alone by Michael Jackson
~ :D~~ yeah because i'll always be right beside you adesss (jiwanggg)

4)how is your feel today?
= Terlalu cinta by Rossa
~ :"( he know I know and God knows :"""((((

5)what is your life's purpose?
= I wanna grow old with you by westlife
~ God.. hee... why this have to be sooo T.R.U.E ????

6)what is your motto?
= Superwoman by Karen white
~ wahhh.. really? yes yes and yes :))) i'm a superwoman adess... (but i wanna be vampire)

7)what do your friend think about you?
= Saving all my life for you by Whitney Houston
~ nahhh i don't know.... no comment

8)what do your parents think about you?
= Where do broken hearts go also by whitney houston
~ errr... Dad, Mum... i know you've been through a lot of things to raised me up.. all the harsh words i never meant to say before.. forgive mee uuwaaaaa i love both of you so much.. so so much and i miss you dad and mum!!! i wanna go back!!! :(

9)what do you think about very often?
= Bukan milikmu lagi by Agnes monica
~yeahhhh!!! you piece of Shit!!! go to hell..!!! eewwwww

10)what is 2+2?
=Eternity by Robbie williams
~ Gilakk aper soklan nehhh

12)what is your live story?
+ You and I both by my fav singer Jason Mraz
~yeeppueee heheh yeah it's all about equality man... equality.. and my and him (jag) ngahahaa no la.. it can be anybody.. me and you? heheheee

13)what you want to be when you grow up?
= Breathless by the Corrs
~ AAwwwww breathless?? dowan to die yet!! i mean.. maybe i'll be breathless cuz i am too rich? hahaha don't know how to spend my mmoney? (after all the goods i do of courseee) owhh breathless cuz i'm too happy? heheh breathless because of my prince charming kiss me toooo long awww hahahah okay2 i know thats over..hehehheee

14)what do you think when you see the person like you?
= Goodbye by Air suply
~ hahah Goodbye.. thats a polite word to make her to leave maybe!!?? ngahaa oppssieee my bad.. no one can be me, or you, or you.. everybody is different and unique in their own ways... yes?? but if there's one out there like mee... well this world would be a better place for living then..

15)what will you dance at your weeding?
=Lose your love by Vanessa hudgens
~ hahaha actually it's for all the girls/boys out there who having crush on me and my hubby to be!! ahahahaha.... you don't know what you are missing!! heheee~~~

16)what will they play at your funeral?
= Uptown girl by westlife
~ ahahahaa.... no no no no waayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

17)what is your biggest fear?
= Reggae night by Jimmy Cliff
~ fear of reggae night? maybe becauseeeee.... *smilessss

18)what is your biggest secret?
= Forever and for always by Shania Twain
~ yahhh forever and for always be my secrets... i won't tell okay... so shut up!!!

19)what do you want right now?
= I bruise easily by natasha beddingfield
~ i just want to go somewhere where no one recognise me... do things i really want to!! can i justt?????

20)what do you think of your friends?
= patah hati by Radja
~hmmmm really stupid answer.. no comment but if ou listen to the lyric.. it's quite true....

21)what will you post this as?
= I think we're alone now by the click five...
~ yeah we are alone right? no larr.. i'm with my housemates now.. they are all eating.. except for me.. i ate earlier.. now makan hati hahaha :(((

I want to tagged all my readers especially my followers.... :)))

xoxo

???? W.H.E.R.E ????

2009-04-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

.....CUTI-CUTI MALAYSIA.....

- So.. 1st may is a labor day... and it's a public holiday.. it means i have holiday on friday,saturday and sunday....

- So as usual.. i cracked my head thinking where to go? i do not want to waste my time sitting in the house and make my 'butt' bigger :D~~

- And.. the plan is...

-Who is going?-

It's US ( Stefy and Jagjivan )

-Where are we goin?-

Sungai Petani Kedah - His Sister's house

Yeah to this house.. their mansion :D`~~

-Who are we going to see? well this lovely family :D~~~-

-Yes and alsooo of course...their cute daughter.. Priyal Kaur :D~~~~~-

P/S Argghhhh Just cannot wait!!!!

Miss them...

Thanks for reading

So tell me where are you goin? what is your plan?

Leave your comment okay :)

xoxo

Breaking Dawn -I'm in LOVE!!!-

2009-04-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

......Breaking Dawn......

Yep.. this is the fourth book of Twilight saga... all the stories urghhh it's a.m.a.z.i.n.g... as i told before.. i am in love with twilight saga... when i read it, i don't just read it... i am IN the story, i can feel, i can taste and i can see and most of the time i got goosebumps i mean...a lot.. e-ve-ry times when i read certain part which really drown me in!! gosh... call me crazy call me silly tellme 'eeeww' but I DON'T care!!!

Twilight saga - 1-Twilight 2-New moon 3-Eclipse 4-Breaking dawn

soo... New moon (movie) estimated will be on theater/cinema on November! it's hurt to wait!!

P/S Jag!! Get over your jealousy darling!!! no matter what i love his Character i Mean -- HE -- Edward Cullen!!!!

I wish......

I could be Bella... I want to be vampire too!!! LOL... (yeah i know i read tooo much) i want to live infinity... i want to be immortal...

I wish.....

Edward is really exist!

I wish.... vampire really exist lol

but most of all I wish there are exactly like Stephenie Meyer's imagination!!! (put your hand together to her)

I wish you all don't disgust this post as... i am truly happy... really happy to read this book

Thanks to Sangeetha for telling me about how great this story is... thanks for seducing me to read heheeee~~~

Okay I'm done

Thanks for reading!!

xoxo

...Closing...

.........Picture of them.............

hehee oppsss the last pic... ngheeee i put it on purpose... the new cullens.. hahaha

ATT!! JAWAPAN SELENGE/SENGAL/GILAK

2009-04-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

.....TAG FROM VIRGONZ....

1. Anda lebih suka karipap sardin atau karipap kentang ?
- Dawhhh tak suka karipap.. uishhh heheh

2. Anda lebih suka air kelapa atau air tebu ?
-Prefer Air sejuk takat beku.. tapi air kelapa bley la.. air tebu time panas2 time kulit nak rentung2 tuh bley hentam gakkk no prob hehe

3. Apa pandangan anda mengenai isu jerawat tumbuh selepas makan kacang ?
-Pandangan dengan contact lens lepas makan kacang adalah batuk2 kering tahap nak dapat TB. Jerawat plak takut kacang and jerawat memang try ntuk elakkan dari muka i..

4. Anda paling tertarik dengan lelaki/perempuan yang mcm mane ?
- Lelaki macam Jack/Jag yang suka tahap gilak tarik2 tangan i kat shopping Mall dan yang nyata.. tangan ini menjadi mangsa.. tertarik tulang2 serta urat2 belungkas dalaman gue tauuu terbeliut jugak saluran darah (tuh yang sometimes i naik darah bile kene tarik2 tuh).. arrr lelaki cam tuh la yang i "TER-tarik" yang paaaalinggg. *sengal

5. Apakah perkara yang wajib anda buat sebelum tido ?
- Wajib ekk.. wajib?... biasanya i 'Bangun' seblum 'tidur' semule.. tiap2 ari camtuh semenjak azali lagik.. dari baby.. and berus gigi and pray!

6. Andaikan ada orang menghina ahli keluarge anda. apakah yang anda akan buat ?
- First i hina balik orang tuh.. noboby is perfect tapi 'tolong jaga tepi kain sendiri'.. pastu i nak tuang air kat kpale die then masukkan cili yang ter-pedas kat dunia kat mulut dia.. kalau ada lesen cabut gigi i cabut gigi die gune 'playar' biar die tahu bukan akhirat je ade balasan atas perbuatan boddoh tapi kat dunia nih pun ade... NAHAS!!

7. Adakah anda akan tolong kawan anda yang dalam kesusahan walaupun dia pernah khianati anda ?
- No WAY!! orang yang mengkhianati gue tuh bukan kawan dan bukan jugak lawan.. dia adalah alien yang tak berperi-ke-alien-nan... haku tak kenal so tak kenal maka tak cinta dan nak tolong wat perrr??? dah lerr tikam blakang.. no shame huh!!!

8. Andaikan besok hari terakhir anda hidup. Apakah perkara yang anda ingin buat sebelum mati?
- Sebelum mati? Tarik nafas dalam2 pastuh i tak nak tunggu esk... wat sakit ati and nervous jer.. mase i tuh biar Tuhan yang tentukan... tapi i nak jadi insan yang sangat baik sehari sebelum KIOK.

9. Adakah anda akan pilih orang yang anda cintai atau orang yang anda sayangi sebagai pasangan hidup ?
- Pasangan hidup saya? saya pilih orang yang boleh wat saya marah tahap gilak-babie tapi pastuh belanja i Haagen-Dazz untuk meng-cool-kan jiwa dan prasaan... cinta dan sayng tuh lain kira...

5. Apakah yang membuatkan anda bersemangat untuk hidup sampai sekarang?
- Semangat untuk hidup atas dasar xde semangat langsung untuk mati!! full-stop!

10. Andaikan masa dapat diputarkan balik, apakah yang anda ingin betolkan ?
- Ingin betulkan gigi saye yang tak chantek (bagaikan buku yang tak tersusun kat library) ini agar kelihatan lebih menawan.. yang lain2 tuh biarkan kekal sedemikian dan pasngan saya pun mesti sama macam sekarang dan family pun kekal..walaupun gigi saya akan kelihatan lagi memberangsangkan dan menyakitkan hati kerana terlalu tersusun-rapi

11. Adakah anda akan give up jika perkara yang anda lakukan asyik gagal?
- Jika saya ingin lakukan sesuatu.. saya akan pastikan yang ianya takkan gagal! sebab itu perancangan itu penting dan apabila kita ingin lakukan sesuatu kitaaa blablablaa.... ya.. sekian harap maklum

12. Adakah anda akan memaafkan orang yang telah merosakkan kehidupan dan kerjaya anda ?
- Sorry-naik-lorry dimana lorry driver pun tak hingin engkau naik lorinya!! okay jawapan nya senang yes-to-NO and NEVER!!!

13. Andaikan kawan anda menghidap penyakit berjangkit. Adakah anda akan masih bekawan dengan dia?
- Kawaaaaaan tapi men sms2, call2 di tepon dan chat2 di ym atau FB la... sy takut kalau kena jangkit tapi kalau saya ada vaccine and immune terhadap penyakit itu welll saya akan bergaul dengan mesra dan sebati! yes!

14.Sesetengah orang mengatakan budak-budak amatlah menyusahkan. Apa pandangan anda ?

- hmmm not really for me... i main2 jap ngan diorang pastuh sebelum disusahkan saya bagi balik kat mak-bapak budak tuh untuk disusahkan.. senang kan?

Person that I wanna tag is

Orang yang saya 'shout' kat blog... you know who you are so cepattttt buat tag ini....!!!

hehe

thanks for reading

xoxo

All in one :D~~

2009-04-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

.........On your mark...Get set...gooooo readddd.......

Okay... here.. how to begin this? umm.. i'm still busy, i've promised to myself to 'not-to-wait' to do my work... i mean my assignments, projects and all.. so here's a very-short update :D~~ may i say that but hopefully... please.. get a rubbish-bin next toy uo to make sure you don't puke on your lappy.. haha..

ok..first of all... I've been trying to get a free time i mean totally free time to write something on my blog so here i am.. finally.. i was from campus, settle all my documentation problem which make me so so sick and tired of it.. (certified-true-copy, acc statement etc) then duplicate my house keys... then bought milk and my standardfood coco-crunch, also my sports-blue-shokubutsu and ummmm shampoo :).. okay okay..

Next... I want to go to PWTC for the book-fair!!!! anybody wanna come? hehehe it will end this sunday 26th.. hmmm.. i need to go... even if i don't have to buy anything lol.. kidding but i want to....... (let me ask Jag) hmmmmm...... naa later...

I am top-over-heel in love with twilight+New moon+Eclipse+Breaking Dawn there's none of series novel have taken my interest before (not harry potter, not LOTR, not nothingggg) but this one is different.. for me.. i am extremely happy reading this novel and i can't stop reading it.. i am addicted.. ohh no.. addicted to Edward Cullen (not Robert Pattinson..just Edward).. ohh Goshhh i can't help my self and my BF got jealous of him ahahaaa he's crazy!!!

Next.. I didn't really celebrate my 22nd birthday (18th april) but well as usual.. people can't stop to make me freak out.. i am old enough to blow candles and to cut cake..geezzz it's scary and i don't like it to be truth!! but i appreciate it... so you will see the photos after this.. well... Jag gave me a K-Swiss Watch which i really love and also a ring.. gold ring which i'm really shy to put on my finger.. eewwwww (shhh hopefully he don't read my blog) his family.. gave me surprise.. they bought a Raspberry-cheese cake for me.. and i was like OMG no nonnononono geezz why.. it's nott arrrr there's no need of all thissssss... and my face turns red.. red as babboon ass.. are they? and also finally my favorite macadamia-nuts (Haagen-dazz) ice-creamm yummyyy!!!!!!!! okay2 i'm stopping now.... check out the picssssss

Yes.. the cake.. i'm 22!!!!!!

Yeah thats me....happy birthday too meeeeeee

He Fed the cake through my nose!!! he's bad.. really bad!! i'm telling you

Below... she's Jag's Mom..lovely lady lovely future mom-in-law :D~~

Sangeetha..Jag's younger sister... she lend me the books..she's nice and my cake wasnice too cuz she chose it :) *smiling

Enjoy your view.. my presents from my Darling.. :D~~~ i just love it

Thanks for reading my blog about me pursuting my happiness in life yaaaa... i'll update more.. yes very soon

p/s My left hand numb... took my third shot of Hepatitis-B today.. eeewww and geeezz it was painful!! but finally!!!

Thanks
xoxo

Lagik!!!!!!!!

2009-04-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

...Another Awards from my bro Virgonz - http://headhunters89.blogspot.com/...

The rules of "if you receive the awards" are quite similar thought :

1. Link the person who tagged you.
2. Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
3. Post this in one or all of your blogs.
4. Answer the four questions following these Rules.
5. Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
6. Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.
7. Have Fun!

The Q's and A's:

1. The person who tagged you: Eric/Virgonz
2. His/her site's title and url: http://headhunters89.blogspot.com/
3. Date when you were tagged: April 16, 2009
4. Persons you tagged:

Bella

Nicolyn

Yun

Suzean

Mel lady of liberty

SLY (another one:P)

Suyenkx

p/s Penat.. this few days my work adalah asyek2 menggantungkan award2 ini.. adehssss BTW thanks :D~~
(Award-giving season i guess)

Thanks!!!

2009-04-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

This award is from Darl Bella

(thanks bella for this award and the another one!! i appreciate it!!)

And this award is from sweety Putri!!
(thanks yarrr :D~~~~)

p/s Getting and giving award is not just a publicity or whatever you called that as... this award is to show your friends that you appreciate them as they appreciate you!! so...

I'm giving this award to............

ALL MY FOLLOWERS AND READERS!! (too many name to mention.. and if you get this already... it's k.. just wanna know that you deserved it)

....short updates....
i'll update my blog soon!! i don't really have time now because new semester just started..
lot of things to settle... BTW I'm in Shah Alam now.. reached few days back.. i registered my subjects...took my result and now class started already!!
~will be back soon~
xoxo

AWARD

2009-04-08T01:13:00.000-07:00

!!!........AWARD GIVING TIME......!!!

......Got this A.W.A.R.D from yun-- Lavisse --- "Girl on the move".........

> Thanks darl for this friendship award.....

> Now i want to give this award to .... jengjeeeng..... :D~~~ all of my followers

- Virgonz
- Bella belle
- SLY
- Miszirdawaty
- Shasha-Deen
- Josh (anakBisaya's blog)
- Suyenkx
- Mel (lady of liberty..)
- Asmaraszen
- Danellyn
- Wohowkuak
- Riana

P/S
> I give this award to thank you all for reading my post :D~~~
> Be my follower ya. so that i know who is reading my post and if you do not want to, then leave your comment after my post... for me to appreciate you :)

xoxo

R.e.s.t .I.n .P.e.a.c.e - R.I.P-

2009-04-06T02:45:00.000-07:00

SAD

> S.A.D is all the word i can say right now because our fish (ikan kaloi) died today, we do not know why or what happened...

>This fish was 2.5 feet long and it's already been 9 years with us! 9 years... the kaloi was just a small little cute fish....and grew so big now but unfortunately she left us...

>Maybe you will laugh but, the truth is, this fish protected us from a lot of bad things for example, we didn't get rob by when she pencuri all curi all our neighbors stuffs (tv,radio) and furttermore... our neighbor was like kena pukau by that pencuri... and we're the only family that safe that night, beside my dad was the only awake when the thing happened and called the police while people in ur neighborhood was like giving all their things willingly but after all the pencuri ran, they all baru sedar!! (old people said the fish got power to protect our family and because of the fish we didn't kena pukau) maye because we took care of the fish for a very long time... thats why we and the fish got a special connection :D~~~

>Im saaaaad.... sobs :''(

>I only have one picture of the fish with me.. this picture was taken 2 years back!

P/S Another fish (it's a sucker) or we called it as a vacuum also died! i don't know what happened!!!! this fish also was with us for 9 years.

Holly week

2009-04-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

.....H.E.L.L.O......

> This week is a holly week (for Catholics), we're celebrating Palm sunday (today), holly Thursday, Good Friday and also Ester-vigil on Sunday (12th april)

> So it's going to be a very busy week, and was busy too this few days and yes that's the reason why i didn't post anything yet!

> Then!.. on the 12th of april, I'll be going back to Shah alam as my semester break are goin to end... yes and i am going to miss my family a lot... i mean gee~~~ so so much, i only spend 2 months of my time in a year with them.. you tell me how it feel!!! (it's suck!). Daa~~~ i'm not a baby but my family is EVERYTHING to me!! the most precious treasure for me!! and yes yes yes.. i'm going to be mental again.. LOL.. but luckily i'm goin for a short semester this time (3rd semester) which is mean, the subject will not be really tough! :D~~~ and i'm nervous about my result!! i knew i did it well.. have confident but... goshhh butterfly in my stomach~~~~~!! and the lecturer...manyak luki wooo bagi point!! let me give you one example i mean this really happened to us, our clinical microbiology subjet (by Dr Pallavi) .. she's the most freakin scary lecturer in my campus! very discipline!, strict in everything, punctual and stingy!! huhu.. none of the 200 of us (students) get an 'A' for the last mid semester... the highest was 'B' and we were like obsessed and put the subject first in everything... all the projects, assignments, lab reports, quizzes, presentations...i mean all.. after all we did... after all the sacrification and dedication and sweats and you know our role as a student to try to give the best!!! you know...after all that.. all we get was dissappoinment!! ,me too!!! you see... she was really strict about attendance.. and there were few boys that came for her class about 2 times a month..and they too got B?? they never even pass up all their assignments in time!, never do presentation and all.. wat the heck? hwuaaaa but as we all knew... she pilih kasih.. but the last day of the class... she asked us to check wat we got.. so i and my friend was the two last person checked it.. then she asked "Stefyanie, what did you get?" then with that dissappoinment face i said "B" then she said.." are you satisfied with your result? and Ain? (my friend she also got B)" my friend like"ehmm yahh" but i tol her "no doc. im not" then she said "then wat do you expect?" i told her off "off course i expected an A from you after all the struggling i did, i knew i deserved it but i didn't get it" then her face change.. she knew that i was doin all great... including all my notes... (not to be mengada-ngada here but i aim for the best so i always do my best in everything) from her face i can see that she was feeling guilty i just knew it.. i was close to her tho... i always stayed and asked her question even tho no one ever dare to do that!! (i bukan nak mengampu, i asked when i don't understand and my friend wil not ask her because they scared to speak in english lol and they always asked me to haha) well so... basically all i'm trying to say is.. i hope i'll get an 'A' for her subject!

p/s pray for me!! i'm off to slepp dadaaa~~ tired~~~~~

xoxo

Gave birth to Baby... there's my princess

2009-04-02T19:22:00.001-07:00

Hello!! my entry this time is about my baby!! I've never told you all before kan that i have babies already... check it out!!!

Yeah my baby... this is Priyal Kaur, this pic was taken when she was 5 days isn't she cute?? and small?

She is small.. look at her notty-cute face!!! Ohh.. breath taking!!

She has nothing else to do but sleep... sleep sleep.. when mami can play with you??

Here... bite her if you want!! she's gorgeous!!

Nah.. this is Priyal's real mother hehehe... (This beautiful lady here is my BF-Jag's eldest sister, her name is Cimmeran Kaur Sindhu, and she's the mother to this little cute baby here and i love Priyal)

Photos below were taken when she was 3 or 4 moths (I'm not sure) she's quite big already... :P~~ I miss her! Check out!!

This pic when she was a little bit bigger than the previous pictures... look at how big her eyes is

Okay now... this is my real baby... serious!! v(^_6)v

May i introduce you, her name is Courtney love (her name was taken after a singer of a band name Nirvana, Kurt Cobain's wife!! but most of us call her Baby..)

I don't remember how old she was this time but.. she can't walk yet, no teeth yet!!

Yeahhh this one...as you can see.. her teeth.. that always bite ehh hmmm.. when breastfeed her LOL

See.. her innocent face.. feel like biting her cheek.. ngahaaa

1 year 5 months picture of her... she can walk already.. and very naughty thats why i tied her lol.. no larr.. i put sitbelt for her, i was driving alone woth her, no one was with me, so.. she can't move like that, plus!! i sacrificed my handphone for her to play.. at least she didn't disturb me!!

Heeheee~~~ i tak nak ketinggalan gak.. snap2 .. See her annoyed face.. hahahaaa
saya adalah ibu yang saaangat sengal!! baby pun menyampah kannnn??

I actually forced her to take picture.. i was holding her tight.. i mean very tight... LOL... kesian baby kannn... owh yarr... whenever you said 'kannn' this baby will reply 'iya'.. example... "Baby budduh kannn?" and she said "Iyaa" hahahaha

Closing:

-Baby Priyal can't talk yet (i mean the last i met her was two months ago) all she can say is "bababaaaaabuubooo maaaaa jugukiaooondugdjugu gulujeeeehuaaa" :D~~~~ she call me mamiji (it's punjabi languange means auntie (her uncle's wife,hehe in future okehh) and for uncle is mamaji, for real auntie is actually called as masiji means Jag's sister she'll call masiji) if you all tak faham nevermind.. i also tak faham what i'm saying lol...
-Baby priyal can't walk yet i guess she's now only 9 months!! :D~~

-Baby Courtney can walk already,very fast!! can even run and also run my blood up!! haha and she can talk like when i said "i love you" she'll say "beee U" and "boboh" she say "BUBU" and "babai" she say "Bubaiii" and "jahat" is "Jajat" hahaha and more laaa.. she's funny and she can cool you down even when you're really mad!! you can never get angry on her... and one more thing.. baby is actually not my baby.. you all percaya she's my baby? heheeee~~~ April fool (erkkk..biar lambat asal selamat) she's my sister in law's punya sister punya baby... and she is also my friend back in high school..!!

P/s Jangan biarkan daku melayan entry ini seorang diri.. leave your comment okay!!! nanges nihhhhhh .... hheeeeee ciawwwwww...

xoxo

Manukan Island

2009-04-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

As i promised you all 2 days ago... i now uploaded the pics!! lol sorry lambat cuz i was really busy.. :D~~~~

Enjoy....!!!

This is a friend of mine - Melissa - I met her after a long 2 years since we met the last, together with us was my younger brother eric and youngest casey and my only sister Cyndy.

Following pictures was taken before we went to the island... we're in grace point sembulan, went there to eat!! check out!! p/s please hold your breath and don't vomit because we're cool!! lol

Jalan2 cari makan

And sooo the following photos were taken at Signal hill Kota kinabalu where the idea of going to Manukan island came up... and the idiot who last-minute planned this was ME!! haha

This is me and my brother

Okay2 now it's the Island part :D~~~~

Yeeeehaaaa!!! i'm on the boat heading to the island!!

:D~~~ i was talking to 'someone' on the phone!! ka-ka-ca-chau!!!

Younger sister Cynthia and me

Younger brother Eric Craig and me

Me holding the i-don't-know-what island hahahaha

And Finally.. this os four of us siblings... second from left is my youngest brother Casey Bryen, i don't have his picture alone as he was busy snorkeling!! lol and my eldest brother did not join us because his wife will eat him up if he come...( his wife pregnant so he cannot go because she cannot come along too!! hahah)

p/s

I didn't manage to take the picture of us snorkeling in the deep sea because we do not have under water camera plus all of us busy swimming till none of us want to come out of the water to take pic!!.. if we bring out normal camera in.. huuh... it'll be gone by now!!

Thanks for reading!!!

xoxo

T.A.G

2009-04-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

Got Tagged by Bella--- Much or lesser about me

Hopefully all of you out there who read my blog will know me more by this less info of me… enjoy reading… and yeah I translated the question into English language and my answer will be rojak :D~~~)

1. Orang luar sana tak kenal kamuh. Perjelaskan siapa kamuh? (Strangers do not know you, describe who you are)

First of all, my full name is Stefyanie Myla Micheal Ansibin, most of my friend call me Stefy , Stef or Myla and people who are close to me usually call me Mimi, I’m going to be 22 years old on 18^th April (saja bagitau..lol). I’m second out of 5 siblings, I’m not available, I’m currently on a relationship with a man named Jagjivan @Jack and I’m a stick-to-one-man type of girl so… I love him :D~~ to guys out there… we’re friends …. Will always be (heeee~~~~)What else? Huummm I love to listen oldies songs because I found the lyrics are much more meaningful then the present songs (that’s my own opinion) and furthermore, the songs can really make me burst into tears when I’m sad (cry can make me feel better about anything that put me down), my all time oldies singer is Elvis Presley and I love all of his songs!! I mean A.L.L yep!! But I don’t listen to oldies only, I also listen to rock and roll especially songs by ACDC, I don’t know if you all know about this group but I’m fine with them :O~~. Enough bout songs…. Hmm I may look sombong when I first meet a person but I’m a very talkative girl and love to laught and make people around laugh, I don’t like hypocrites, liar, and people who don’t have Principe in life! So beware.. I’m not fussy or too choosy in choosing friend, I can be everyone friend but it’s a matter of TRUST, I don’t trust people easily.. no way… and yet I can be too kind at times, I’ll put people I loved first in anything…especially my family, for me family comes first!! I also can sing well… heee~~~~

My education- Currently pursuing my studies in Management and Science University in shah alam, I’m doing my degree in bachelor in biomedicine and still have another 1 and a half year to go!! Ii can do it!!! :P I’m se-tu-pid (stupid) but smart at times lol… bolehker macam tuh? Okay kan jerrr

You can read more about me in my profile… that’s basically me!!

2. Sikap kamuh yang 'mantap'? (what is your best attitude)

I guess, to be positive at all times no matter in what trouble or problem I’m in, I can get my self out even I got into a deep-shit!! Basically, I can motivate my self and others! Other than that I also manja girl to my family and to everyone around! Lol tu kira mantap ek sengal!!? I rasa macam tu laar.. I selalu perasan I nie sexy (in my own way) chubby-sexy (hahaha eh ehh muntah ek? Xpe… heheee) okay2.. Other than that I jugak boleh menjadi seorang pemimpin, ketua, orang utama, perancang, basically boleh menjadi pengendali atau leader yang baik… but only a good leader to a good follower lol.. kalau yang nakal tuh adesss.

3. Sikap kamuh yang sangat jelek? (Irritating behavior of mine???)

This one? I will never stop till I get what I want.. that will really irritate people surround me.. ask my mum!! And my sayang. Lagik?? My laziness.. when I’m lazy.. that’s it.. it will sometimes continue till 1 week… I’ll be damn lazy till I get pissed my self!! Overly manja… yes that’s me.. but only to people who are close to me… yes I’m like that… :D sangat menjengkelkan..uwekkk hahaa

4. Apa gajet yang sentiasa kamuh bawak?(Gadget you always bring with you)

-My handphone

-Mp4

-Camera (not mine tho i pinjam jer)

-others are like – Hair comb, mini mirror, lip balm, contact lens cases, eye drop… it’s gadget too kann??? haha

5. Dah berapa HP kamuh pakai selama neh? Senaraikan brands nye. Jenama HP yang sedang kamuh gunakan sekarang? (how many hp u used so far ? list it down and what is the brand of your current hp ?)

Gosh I can’t remember all… my first hp was nokia… you know the big and heavy black nokia people used to call ‘atur’ hahaha.. heavy man.. it can kill a dog if you throw it to them haha and then Motorola startac.., alcatel, nokia lagi, then motorola which I used for one day only then dicuri!! Hwuaaa, then Motorola again (this is the first hp I bought with my own money.. I mean half I paid, another half my mom paid…lol) then nokia, then currently now nokia n70.. fuhh my family memang gilakan brand nokia… never before I use sony Ericson cehhh

6. Siapa bestfriend kamuh? (who is your bestfriend?)

Best friend? Friend who never forget that I’m still alive (who knows maybe they would ask people, is she still alive? Matiiiii naaa), and also a friend who trust me and me trust them too, a friend who can laugh together with me when I’m happy and crazy and who can lend me a shoulder to cry on when I’m sad or too happy, a friend who will come and see me when I’m in trouble… I mean deep trouble like….. errrr like deep trouble… you know what bestfriend is… bestfriend is not only a friend but BEST one!! Hehe so to all of my friend out there, if you think you have all of the point I mentioned above in yourself… you are my bestfriend!!

7. Siapa yang kamuh sayang selain family kamuh? Kenapa kamuh sayang dia? (who else do you love other than your family? Why?)

Ishhkk macam jawab essay pla… okay..You mean yang i saaaaaaayaaangg banyak-banyak ? firstly my soul, he’s my another half, my bestest friend and also my life… the person is Mr Jag and his mama,papa,nana meow,mamaji karam, sist cimmy,sist sangeetha,priyal.lol. I love Jag because he love me for who am I even tho I was very notty hehe, I sayang jag because he was my bestfriend and now he is my bestest friend ever, I cinta him because he care for me more than anybody else in this world and always keep me safe and make me smile and laugh in everyday of my life no mater what!! I saying his whole family other than my own family vecause there are like my very own family, they never make me feel like a stranger, they treat me nice, I called his mama mum or mama too… and I’m close to his sisters too and his mamaji(uncle) is like my own uncle/father he’s nice…all of them make me happy!!!

8. Lagik 10 tahun kamuh jadi apa? (what are you in 10 years time ?)

I’ll have my own business; I’m a rich woman, happy wife and mother, want to know more? Wait and see!!! ;D\~~~

9. Kata-kata hikmah yang pernah kamuh dengar & paling kamuh suka (Quotes you’ve heard and you like the most)

-Get rich or die trying

-To know you is to know me

-Learn from your own mistake is the best way to learn about life.

10. Dalam blog kamu, sudah ada berapa followers? (how many followers do you have in your blog)

-4 lovely people, i wish to have more in future and 4 is good enough for me because i still new in blogging, not even a month!!

11. Senaraikan followers yang paling kamuh suka? (Tak kira kuantiti). Kenapa? (list down your favorite followers)

I stated ‘People I love’ for my follwers… which is mean… I love all of them. (macam la banyak sangat haha)

12. Makhluk Tuhan Paling Hot yang mahu di tag:( (Sexiest God’s creature you want to tag)

-Eric(virgonz)

-Danellyn

-Kasih Aleeya (Filla)

-Shasha

-Girl on the move owner lol

p/s

Then the rest I wanted t tag already been tagged so… to whoever read my blog.. do this k.. I tagged you too!!

Manukan island

2009-03-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

.....Yesterday i went to Manukan island.....

- The place is about 15 minutes by boat from Jesselton point KK.

- The place was amazing, clear blue-green water, and I can see fishes... many of them... soo colorful, i can even see it from the jetty, anybody who has been there before know how beautiful the place is.

- The price is affordable and worth of paying too.. you've to go there to find out the price tho because i forgot how much was it (i was too damn excited to go)... (sakai kan) haha but not more than MYR40 per person... I'm sure of that. (the price is including return boat fees , park fees, and snorkeling set)... i feel like going again... i love the place, to fing peaceful in mind and out of problems!!

- And yeah you can enjoy much more activities there... like ride a banana boat, diving etc... and yes you can find out it there too...

- I didn't get the chance to go all the activities because it was a 'last-minute' plan!! we went there at 2pm and came back at 5pm... but hell yeah i had enough time for snorkeling... i was 2 and a half hours in the water lol... i enjoyed the 'under-sea' scenery... i can't tell by words... the feeling was amazing i never imagine i could go to the deep side of the sea just to see more wonderful/colorful fishes, star fishes, sea cucumber etc.... the fish don't even bite me even though they're bigger than my head...lol

- and... ummm owh yeahhh... i used my brother's sunblock lotion too... good one.. my advice is.. don't be stingy to buy an expensive sunblock lotion because it's for your own good... i didn't even get any sunburn.. really!!! it was really hot yesterday but my skin are in normal color ..just as same as before i went!! so just buy okay, he bought the sunblock for MYR50++ i forgot what the brand is plus.. he helped to put it on me anyway... so i don't give shit to look at it haha beside all i want is to jump in the water!!!!!! haha

- I can't upload the pic now because of two reason, one, i lost my card reader so i can't upload the pic from my HP (can anyone please lend me one or just buy one for me lol) and reason number two is, I haven't take my external hard disk from my brother yet, cuz he put the photos from his camera inside it... tomorrow will get... so i promise i'll upload all the photos tomorrow... i don't know if i should include the 'ko-mo-sensored-ni-gambar' or not.. (not that sexy bah cuma can see la sikit2.. haram!!)

- owh yeah i forgot something.. i went there with my younger brothers eric and casey, and my younger sister Cynthia and also my friend Melissa.

- yeah i know... blablablabla... thanks for reading!!! PEN OFF!!!!!

p/s I will upload tomorrow before my choir practice, but if don't have will do the next day hehe... i'm a busy woman!!!!!!! haha

peace

xoxo

My EARTH HOUR

2009-03-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

.....What I did during Earth Hour ???.....

-I went to church for sunset mass...

-On the way back home,I nticed, not all of the people turn their lights off it's pathetic. really. langsung xda semangat!...then i passed by one traffic light at Inanam/kolombong area (the traffic light which near Maybank), it was out of order... i don't know why... semangat earth hour jugak kot!!! hahaha owhh yeah... accident happened involving 3 cars (if i'm not mistaken... i was driving okay..) grrr

-My mother's mini grocery shop also kena tutup lampu... i was happy.. if they didn't i would've go inside and turn off the light hehehhh... then.. sampai rumah.. luckily the lights were off!! we are very supportive harap maklum okay.. sampai i wanted to turn my car lights off sekali... haha but no cannot... :D~~~

-Then my brother and me... took few pictures sebagai kenangan yang terindah sempena earth hour hahaha just check it out okay

- And hehe sorry for the languange... I rojak jer.. hehe too excited to upload the pics i guess...

-Show me what you did during the 1 hour of the most 'black' moment in malaysia!! woohoooooo!!!!

-The candle pic taken by my brother and me and the KLCC from a nice friend of us and edited by my brother….. 

So what you all think? nice Isn't?

p/s I took this picture from my brother, he have the same one in his blog, well we did it together by the way... only thing.. the camera is HIS; :D~~~ thanks bro!!

Earth hour @ KL

2009-03-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

I took this video from youTube.... this is the best so far... man it was fuuhhhh check it out!!!

This is whatever

2009-03-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

....Hello....

> what i mean by whatever is i want to type in wateva i feel like i want to

> First of all, i just came back from choir practice (practicing for this saturday sunset mass, mass on sunday, Palm sunday and ester vigil!!) Just imagine how many song's I have to practice... urghhhh i am really tired and truly hoping that my bf would ease me down but i doesn't happen as i wished huhu (kesian).

> I need to go my own way.. i don't know why i feel like it, don't ask me.. my mood nowadays are not in a very good condition lol.. i hope i know what i mean too.. haha

> I feel sad.. because in 16 days im goin back to kl already.. im so comfortable here with my family.. i am really sad... i even feel like crying now... sobssss... im gonna miss them very badly.. to the max...!!!

> I'm tired and gettin sleepy.

> Pen off

> XOXO

v(^_^)v

Dancing the Boogie!!!! Wooohoooo!!!

2009-03-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

DANCE TOGETHER... ;D~~~ both of them are fantastic!!

Listen to this song, make yourself jump and enjoy!!!

2009-03-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

Tensed

2009-03-24T04:54:00.000-07:00

..... I lost my card reader.....

I don't know where it went

I was searching like... for the whole day and could not find it

Fool to whoever stole it you should feel shameful

My heart is pain cuz it was a gift

Where are you...owhhhhh

LOVELY PLACE WITH LOVELY PEOPLE

2009-03-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

This sunset,taken while me and sayang on the way to Sg petani kedah from penang (visit his grandmother in the hospital) so this amazing scenery waaalaaahhh!!!

This is me.. ;D

p/s
I supposed to post it few months ago but a lot of things happened. Jag's grandmother passed away 2 days before CNY it was pathetically sad. Ill be missin her forever and yeah may her Soul be Rest in peace.

I love him

2009-03-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

....This is the best movie character i've seen so far and i love him (in the movie.....)

Presenting.... Edward Cullen.... My 'in my dream' boyfriend hahaha

Wishing that someone loving, caring, and a man as him exist on this planet

Why?

2009-03-23T09:15:00.001-07:00

.....Just a short post here......

Why do people tend to change once they get what they want? At first being nice and after a while, they'll be totally different an expecting us to always understand. But the worst part of all is, we forced ourself to be nice and always try to understand their feeling but getting ZERO in return... got what i mean?.. lousy day, lousy people and damn!!!

.....Perhaps I Woke up at the wrong side of the bed today.....

TAG from Head hunter the kadazan boy a.k.a eric

2009-03-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

Tag!! Argghhh.. I’ve got tagged by Head Hunters The kadazan Boy… so this is the result.. yo!!!

1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
-2am, maybe because to used to it, too tired can’t shut my eyes off and of course I’m surfing the internet LOL.

2. What’s the connection between you and the last person you texted?
- He’s my younger brother 

3.Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a E?
- E??? urmmm is Emak count? Heheeee if it doesn’t than nope!

4. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Yes of course..

5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- My Mum.

6. Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?
- Kiss again.. hmm yes I pernah ;P~~

7.Do you miss anyone?
- Yes, my another half is million of miles away…

8.What does your 8th text message say?
- hahah hehhee oppsiee.. MMS from my sayang. A goodnite kiss pic from him wahhh

9.Have you held hands with anyone today?
- No

10.Do you regret anything?
- So far… no, every decision I made no matter it’s a smart or my own stupidity it was all because I decide want to take the risk, so no regret.

11.What are you excited about?
- Bought clothes and Gucci glasses today.. Excited lorr can’t wait to use it. ;P

12.Plans for tonight
- To show my hidden talent in cooking to my family.. but they know I can cook.. ;D~~

13.Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
- I’m always in a relationship, since the day I was born and infinity even when im a dead. haha

14.What are you doing tomorrow?
- Let today finish first, I’ll plan about it tonight hehe

15.Do you like to cuddle?
- Like it so much, cuddle can release tension.

16.What are your plans for the weekend?
- Let today finish first I can’t say anything till the day come but, as usual.. church is Sunday snday is church lol

17.Whats your hair look like today?
- Look like hair..not mope! Haha

18.What are you doing right now?
-Answering this question

19.What was the last thing you ate?
- Rice with chicken mayonnaise

20.Ever go camping?
- yes.. used to be my hobby but nobody is goin anymore sobsss

21.Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
- coins.. ;P

22.Do you like birds?
- Not really but I do like the sound of bird early in the morning when I woke up and watching them flying in every morning and evening..

23.Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
- Annoyed by him cuz I can’t explain it here.. it’s just very annoying.

24.Who do you tell everything to?
- My diary, and 98% of that everything I usually tell it to my bf, he’s my another half by the way.

25.Have you spoken to your mother today?
- Yep.. whole day spent with my mom today.

26.What color is your hair?
- Light brown.

27.Would you kiss the last person you kissed, again?
- one word “DefinitelyYES” :P~~

28.Are you happy?
- 98%/100% happy

29.Where were you an hour ago?
- Living room, slicing onion while watching twilight after watching it like a billion times.

30.Do you have any tattoo/piercings?
-No tattoo but piercing yes.

31.Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
- No, I’ve forgive him.

32.Do you drink bottled water?
- Then? Of course I drink.

33.Can you make yourself sneeze?
- Yes in dusty area

34.Do you fall for people easily?
- Yes, fall in like yes if she/he a nice person but not fall in love larrr not easy wehh.

35.What are you listening to right now?
- I miss you by Darren hayes.

36.How has the week been?
- Pretty busy and full of fakeness I mean i was pretending all the time that I don’t miss him but I do a hundred times.

37.Are you too forgiving?
- No I’m not

38.Do you think you'll be a good mother/father?
- Yes and everyone is

39.What is the last thing you spent money on?
- Lingeries!!!!

40.Congratulations! You just had a baby boy whats his name?
- wahhh.. I don’t realize that I was pregnant, no pain at all giving birth huh lol.. I don’t know.. can’t think in such sudden furthermore.. I need the baby’s fathers opinion.. shhh my baby’s name is secret for now.. I’ll tell you someday. hehe

41.Last thing you bought at the mall?
- Clothes, Gucci glasses, Lingeries.. wwooahhh

42.Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
- It’s comfortable, bought it in F.O.S and all of my friends want the same shirt as mine lol.

43.Do you take the escalator, elevator or steps?
- Usually escalator.

44.Last time you were at the playground?
- Last time eh? Last year I think November, played badminton with sayang

45.Do you order more when you don't have to pay?
-No and never.

46.Sports you've played?
-Badminton, hockey, archery, erkkk too many to list down.. really but basically I’ve tried everything but the latest is rally sport and golf

47.What did your last text say, and whos it from?
- From My sister in law, Sandra she said ‘Abang yang ambi’ ;)

48.What are you obsessed with?
- In the moment obsessed with Jag and Edward cullen (not Robert pattinson cuz I like his act in twilight)

49.Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?
- Want to try both.. someday yes someday but I’m phobia with height.. grrrr

50.What's one place you would like to visit?
- The whole world

51.How are you feeling today?
- Blurr and happy but irritating too

52.Last restaurant you went to?
- Food court in Giant

53.Do you like someone right now?
- Yes I like a lot of people lately

54.Do you have a dirty mind
- hhehe.. YES… I’m not a straight person.. I’m the devil in disguise hahaha

55.What would you do if you saw a person fall down a flight of stairs?
- Rolling on he floor laughing my ass off but then later I’ll help hehe and say sory I can’t help it hoho

56.Anything weird happen to you recently?
- yes… like.. I’m forgetting his hand easily and his voice erkkk

57.Person you want to tag
- It’s you.. yeah you. Who ever read my blog please do this tag okay.. ;P

I am back on track

2009-03-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~I'll be actively blogging about everything regarding on my 'pursuit of happiness' start from tomorrow onwards... why i did not post anything because i was busy + lazy + i do not have any idea of what to put in here (actually malas..huhu) but heyy.. let it go haha i'm on the mood already.. my brother Eric said i actually have lots of thing to post but yeah he knows it too that i'm a lazy bom-bom ngahaha~~~~~~~

Will be back tomorrow!! this is just an announcement

Jangan nak termuntah sudahhhhhhh

peace

xoxo

Shocking news

2009-02-24T20:55:00.000-08:00

Very Shocking…. .
This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang. Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck. She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony. Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.

In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch. She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony. Ai Ling’s family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling’s family as well. (Just imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends ‘If I pass away please burn me with my handphone’ she also said the same thing to her parents. After her death, people cudnt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.

Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly. After a few minutes, he said ‘this girl misses something here.’ Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone. He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van. All of us were shocked. Ai Ling’s parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they’re waiting for him to come home after his graduation..

After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling’s mom……. Tony:….’Aunty, I’m coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don’t tell Ai Ling that I’m coming home today, I wanna surprise her.’ Her mother replied….. ‘come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.’
After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling. Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said ‘don’t try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her… Please stop this nonsense’. Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said… ‘Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me. Tony was shaking. Suddenly, Tony’s phone rang. ’see this is from Ai Ling, see this….’ he showed the phone to Ai Ling’s family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box! They were so shocked and asked for the same person’s (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter. He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them….

‘I will follow you!!!’
Don’t shout at me I am also looking for the person who has sent me this mail….so what
you can do…you should also forward this mail to all your buddies…and enjoy…like i enjoyed. HAHAHAHAHA…

My Mummy's birthday!!!

2009-02-24T19:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday 24/02 was my mother's 49th birthday.. she's still young and lovely... i miss her.. wish

i could go back and see my family... but well this is what we call 'student sacrification' a part of

actually... well tomorrow I am going to sit for my 1st paper (final exam) for Organic chemistry

paper, next will be on 26/02 for instrumentation paper, then 03/03 for clinical biochemistry,

05/03 clinical microbiology and on the 8th.. ME goin back to Kota Kinabalu!!! yeehaaa!!!!!!!!!!

well I 'BENGANG' maybe i am too kind hearted.. Sayang's maid disturbing me a lot.. i was

downstairs, i told her i need to study and do not disturb me but guess wat she sat next to me and

started talking.. sooo i packed all my things and came up and sit in the room, then knock knock!!

i asked her 'what??!!" she said she want to take dirty clothes and clean the room.. so i opened the

door!! and see now what happened.. she sit on the table where im studying (long table) and

non-stop talking!! i really need to study but she don't seem to understand.. GOD!!! clearly.. i am

not tat type of girl tat will just chase or shooo her out.. she said she felt lonely no one to talk to

but hello.. i told her 'Do not disturb me i want to study' she don't get it.........!!!!!! im emo

now............ ;(

off for now!! will update after exam

xoxo

I promise i will update it later

2009-02-15T07:51:00.000-08:00

Valentine is everyday for me yes it is, but still Sayang brought me to KLCC yesterday... guess what? we 'lepak' in kinokuniya for 1 hour, it's cool... he wanted to bring me to kl tower for a candlelit dinner but i said 'no' but i have my own reason why i do not want to go, he knows it :) okay, we went out from kinokuniya because sayang's tummy was crying for food, naughty stomach!! we're so lazy to look around for food so we decided to go to 'Penang restaurant' somewhere near to kinokuniya, we both had nasi lemak but it's Yummieyyyy!! but 'papa kopitiam' still the best. hehe. After food, we're searching for 'new zealand' ice cream but sobsob it's packed with people and so he decided to go to 'the curve' at damansara!! happening place!! hehe and finally... both of us had 3 scoops ice cream each and it was delicious!! while we're enjoying the ice cream.. we looked at people around, and we laugh *very bad!! why? because i noticed most of the girls wore almost the same dress, you know the fesyen nowadays ;P my bad... and i was happy looking at couples together and few of the ladies had flower!! it was nice but i told sayang if he want to buy me a flower, buy me a fake one because i don't want the flower to die!!! *die!! cruel word!! so after had ice-cream, we walked and laze around till we found a booth sells all the cuties things, he bought for me a zebra stuffed animal!! he's really cute!!! (i promise i'll download all the pics after my exam). His name is 'Jimmy', and now i've got two stuffed animals, one is 'Jeremy' and he's a bear (he gave me last year-on my b'day-he went to sabah and see me-and our first date in sutera harbour resort) ;P and now 'Jimmy' yeeehaaaaa much much better than flowers hehe cuz i can keep it!!

Now... i've to change into 'study mode'

ill update again tomorrow!!

xoxo

Tag punya Pasal... erghghh

2008-12-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

I got Tagged by Head hunters the kadazan boi.. well to be honest i nih memang x pandai langsung dalam hal2 peneditan imej2 ke buat2 kolaj ke... well this is the task

Tugasan Tag :

1) Ambil 4 gambar anda dalam watak yang berbeza

2) Kemudian gambar2 itu disusun dalam bentuk collage

3) Gambar itu mestilah disnap oleh orang lain. jangan snap sendiri... (ada paham...??)

*I tried my best!! but this is the only pic i can give out.. well asalkan cukup syarat kan?

Hari ini

2008-12-04T21:56:00.000-08:00

Today, first practical session bagi subject Organic Chemistry, 'm pretty lazy sebab my condition tak benarkan i untuk concerntrate in class, im really sad now.. i need to be on top among of all!! i want to and i know i will be!!!!! but i can't get sick sebab ini akan ,melemahkan semangat i!! hwuaaaa

S.I.C.K

2008-12-04T21:25:00.000-08:00

yeah, im not well, i don't know how the hell i got this sickness and it's really pathetic to be in this condition, well nobody want to be!! i hope i'll get better soon, i don't like to take medicines especially in pills form!! the pills will always stuck in my throat like nobody business!!

just want to get well soon!!!!

tomorrow Cimmy,Mal and Priyal are coming down..missing priyal soo much and sadly, she's sick to, sick for the forst time in her life.. pity her..hope she'll get well soon too!!!

My time table.. i promise to not to 'ponteng' ;P

2008-11-24T20:04:00.000-08:00

BACHELOR IN BIOMEDICINE

MANAGEMENT AND SCIENCE UNIVERSITY (FHLS)

INTAKE NOV (08) SEMESTER 3

TIME	8-9	9-10	10-11	11-12	12-1	1-2	2-3	3-4	4-5	5-6
MON	SGS 1014 ANX P79				SBD 2144 ANX P 79		SGS 1102 ANX P 39
TUES	MENTORING ACTIVITIES 4-6 PM
WED			SGS 1014 ANX P 79	SBD 2144 ANX P 67	SBD 2043 ANX P 73A
THURS			SBD 2144 BIOLOGY LAB
TIME									430 - 630
FRID									SGS 1014 BIOCHEMISTRY LAB
SAT					SGS 2043 CHEMISTRY LAB

CODE	SUBJECT	CREDIT	CONTACT HOURS	LECTURER
SGS 1014	ORGANIC CHEMISTRY	4	5	SALAMIAH ZAKARIAH
SBD 2144	CLINICAL MICROBIOLOGY	4	5	DR PALLAVI JAGAVANTH
SGS 1102	INSTRUMENTATION	2	2	DR SANGEETHA SUNDAR
SBD 2043	CLINICAL BIOCHEMISTRY	3	4	NAJIHAH MOHD BISRI

Hepatitis B

2008-11-22T20:30:00.000-08:00

Hello-hello, today i'm gonna take my second injection for hepatitis B, it's painful ;P but it's for my own good and you people out there should go and get the vaccination too! read more about Hep B below!

What is hepatitis B?

Hepatitis B is a liver disease.

Hepatitis (HEP-ah-TY-tis) makes your liver swell and stops it from working right.

You need a healthy liver. The liver does many things to keep you alive. The liver fights infections and stops bleeding. It removes drugs and other poisons from your blood. The liver also stores energy for when you need it.

What causes hepatitis B?

Hepatitis B is caused by a virus.

A virus is a germ that causes sickness. (For example, the flu is caused by a virus.) People can pass viruses to each other. The virus that causes hepatitis B is called the hepatitis B virus.

How could I get hepatitis B?

Hepatitis B spreads by contact with an infected person's blood, semen, or other body fluid.

You could get hepatitis B by

having sex with an infected person without using a condom
sharing drug needles
having a tattoo or body piercing done with dirty tools that were used on someone else
getting pricked with a needle that has infected blood on it (health care workers can get hepatitis B this way)
living with someone who has hepatitis B
sharing a toothbrush or razor with an infected person
traveling to countries where hepatitis B is common

An infected woman can give hepatitis B to her baby at birth.

You can NOT get hepatitis B by

shaking hands with an infected person
hugging an infected person
sitting next to an infected person

What are the symptoms?

Hepatitis B can make you feel like you have the flu.

You might

feel tired
feel sick to your stomach
have a fever
not want to eat
have stomach pain
have diarrhea

Some people have

dark yellow urine
light-colored stools
yellowish eyes and skin

Some people don’t have any symptoms.

If you have symptoms or think you might have hepatitis B, go to a doctor.

What are the tests for hepatitis B?

To check for hepatitis B, the doctor will test your blood.

These tests show if you have hepatitis B and how serious it is.

The doctor will take some blood to check for hepatitis B.

The doctor may also do a liver biopsy.

A biopsy (BYE-op-see) is a simple test. The doctor removes a tiny piece of your liver through a needle. The doctor checks the piece of liver for signs of hepatitis B and liver damage.

How is hepatitis B treated?

Treatment for hepatitis B may involve

A drug called interferon (in-ter-FEAR-on). It is given through shots. Most people are treated for 4 months.
A drug called lamivudine (la-MIV-you-deen). You take it by mouth once a day. Treatment is usually for one year.
Hepatitis B is treated through shots of medicine.
A drug called adefovir dipivoxil (uh-DEH-foh-veer dih-pih-VOX-ill). You take it by mouth once a day. Treatment is usually for one year.
Surgery. Over time, hepatitis B may cause your liver to stop working. If that happens, you will need a new liver. The surgery is called a liver transplant. It involves taking out the old, damaged liver and putting in a new, healthy one from a donor.

How can I protect myself?

You can get the hepatitis B vaccine.

A vaccine is a drug that you take when you are healthy that keeps you from getting sick. Vaccines teach your body to attack certain viruses, like the hepatitis B virus.

The hepatitis B vaccine is given through three shots. All babies should get the vaccine. Infants get the first shot within 12 hours after birth. They get the second shot at age 1 to 2 months and the third shot between ages 6 and 18 months.

Older children and adults can get the vaccine, too. They get three shots over 6 months. Children who have not had the vaccine should get it.

You need all of the shots to be protected. If you are traveling to other countries, make sure you get all the shots before you go. If you miss a shot, call your doctor or clinic right away to set up a new appointment.

Vaccines protect you from getting hepatitis B.

You can also protect yourself and others from hepatitis B if you

People who touch blood at work should wear gloves to protect themselves from hepatitis B.

use a condom when you have sex
don’t share drug needles with anyone
wear gloves if you have to touch anyone’s blood
don’t use an infected person’s toothbrush, razor, or anything else that could have blood on it
make sure any tattooing or body piercing is done with clean tools