Single minded

|| Relationship ||

So.. what is sooo good in this single minded relationship? it doesn't bring me any good... in fact i hate it truly hate it...

From what i understand, single minded relationship (or usually this apply to married couple) means two person who are together, love each other but do everything seperately

(example: hubby will work... over work...over time work and in the meanwhile the wifey will have to take care of the children... i mean alone.. not together.. then hubby will still busy with outstation work and the wifey busy spending the lonely time hanging out with friends or family)

Hello?? i mean.. what's the point of being together if none of the partner atleast give some initiative to do things together like how it's used to be...

Im not married but Soon i will be... and the truth is.. this single minded thingy already developed
between both of us? we've discussed about it... but you know "easier said than done" .. early step of prevention seems to be drowning in the drainage ... how sad... i mean okay.. it's been only two days we've discussed about this 'single minded' thing but my hope that it can work out became hopeless... arghhh it's really pathetic... (sobbing)

But...But... whatever it is.. it doesn't mean i have to give up on my relationship just because i failed once.... i have to do something.. make it better... well my main goal remember???

"Pursuit of happiness"

I will never give up even though the pain makes my heart to go scattered into million pieces... luckily i have a strong glue my self to stick it together.. over and over again
(hopefully the glue will never finish) :D

Anyway, I just want to let you know that the situation is not as worst as you thought of because my darling, he's a very wonderful and kind person. I just can't live without him even for just a split second, the urge that came from the inner side of me --- the 'I want' to be with him every second of my life is forcing me to think this way... not to have a single minded relationship, to hell with what the other think or tell me because i am the one who's going to live with him (in happiness or in sadness) and he is the one who can love me this way, no one else could because i am different in the way only he could understand. (BIG SMILES).

Well I bet you too have your own love story because everybody is unique in their very own way.. right?

Thanks for reading
XOXO

I am back (^_^')/ check out the suprises for you!

.................Hello......................

Yeah i know.. it's been quite a while.. i was really busy since July... what should i tell you guys?.. i guess let me start one by one alright?
Hmm... on 11th July 2009, Saturday... was my engagement day... the ceremony was marvelous! it was great.. even though it was real tiring... it was really a once in a lifetime kind of thing! (i will upload my engagement photos first) and then... 13 July 2009, Monday was my Diploma convocation day! can you imagine how tired was i? God knows.. plus.. my family were here for 10 days and i never get the chance to rest at all!! basically... the month of July was the busiest among others for this year. and.... 20 july.. my brother become a daddy... Scarlet Itzell Maeron was born.. and she's my first niece!!! awwwww!! :D.. alright.. enough of telling stories... now.. enjoy the photos *i didnt have time to edit any of them.. :P hope you guys wouldnt mind eh :)

-Yeah... opening... my hand.. lovely henna ehh.. :)-


thi pic below.. this beautiful lady..she's me.. thats her :)




My bro took this picture below..i like the angle


-below.. me and my friend Nurain Ali.. she's a swet girl.. her bf tok my pic too..using his canggih camera :)


-below... i can call her as my BFF(best friend forever) because she'll be there with me no matter what.. she's always there.. in fact.. she came back here from india just for my engagement.. isn't lovely... and i love her even tho i havent got the time to see her yet since the ceremony.. her name is Kavitha.. wait k darl :)-


-Yep.. below.. it's me again... posing near the door.. lol.. i dont know why the hell i did so many stupid things that day.. maybe cuz i was nervous kot.. lol...


-Heyyy yaahhh.. not to forget my lovely one and only sister.. Cynthia Michelle @ Cyndy.. she did a great job that day.. a very good PA hehehe... love ya sist...


-Below, my friends were the earliest one to come... such a lovely friends... true friends.. they really made me happy, they are crazy too but very kind.. thanks buddy for the willingness to come... love you all... heyy don't ever forget to invite me to yours next aitttt...


-haha yeah me again.. i don't know who took this pic.. was it Aimi (skudo air) hehe or.. hmm who ahh?? but thanks btw.. this angle was nice.. even tho i look tired.. my eyes were coming out lol


- our rings.. p/s darly bear!! if you ever take it out.. then cerai talak 4.. lol...


Here comes the bride groom... from the left, his elder sister Cimmeran, my darling Jack the freak tall man, pink duit his mother my mom in law Mdm Sanam Kaur, in front of him is his youngest sister Sangeetha and err.. behind him i think his father.. Mr Jageet Singh, cant see him clearly.... they are such a lovely family.. i thanked God for giving them to me.. such a perfect family.. very loving..just like my own family.. i miss them so much.. i miss both of my families.. i dont know how would it be if im not with him.. hmmm i love them!!!!


-Me and my darling..during photo shoot.. and God knows... how nervous scared was i.. lol... i feel like ive never taken any pic before.. heheh i guess i am good by taking my own pic ..only..


Ceremony started... actually.. it was started when my MIL (mom in law) put the *something i forgot the name* on my head :)


This one was my Mom giving blessing to both of us.. we were just engage and she cried! Mom.. i am still your daughter... nobody can ever change that.. no mater whom i married with, believe me.. i will always be your naughty daughter..that will never change.. you me right mom.. i love you.. no one can ever take me away from my very own family.. you gave birth to me and took care of me since i was born! it was not an easy work.. but you've made it! see what i've become now.. i will make you all happy.. dont worry.. you mom and dad will always be my parents.. forever...emmuah sobsobb..sebak plaaa


-owh..lovely.. below.. ring exchanged between both of us... smileeeeeee for happiness



Cutting cake... and i ONLY ate that small piece he gave me!! argghhh i never even taste it properly..uwahhhh and they said the cake tasted wonderful and they asked me where the hell i got it from..i dont even know where cuz my MIL handle EVERYTHING from A-Z... well... that why i said.. i love them.. the just so family..:) loveeeeee


Below.. i really want to thanked them for being with me no matter what it is... my mom, dad, jag, and the rest of my family and friends really fulfill my life.. complete my life, make my life so wonderful... just wanna thanked you all for everything....
Especially to my mom and dad...i have no words to describe how much i love you both, i owe so much from you both..thank you for raising me up... and im sorry for being so far from you two... sorry for not spending so much time woth you two but i promised.. i will take care of you two when you grow very old.. ill carry you both anywhere when you don't have the energy to walk anymore.. ill make it worth for you two for having me..emmuahhh



thanks to all of my friends... some of them were not in the pic.. sorry

thanks for being so happening!! :)


My hand.. my ring.. my henna... thanksssssss :)


-And thats me again..hehehe anyways thank you for reading okay...



Alright... next.. i will post about my convocation and more and more.. thanks for reading and feel free to leave your comment... i wont bite you i promise..hehehe..

xoxo

Manukan island

.....Yesterday i went to Manukan island.....

- The place is about 15 minutes by boat from Jesselton point KK.

- The place was amazing, clear blue-green water, and I can see fishes... many of them... soo colorful, i can even see it from the jetty, anybody who has been there before know how beautiful the place is.

- The price is affordable and worth of paying too.. you've to go there to find out the price tho because i forgot how much was it (i was too damn excited to go)... (sakai kan) haha but not more than MYR40 per person... I'm sure of that. (the price is including return boat fees , park fees, and snorkeling set)... i feel like going again... i love the place, to fing peaceful in mind and out of problems!!

- And yeah you can enjoy much more activities there... like ride a banana boat, diving etc... and yes you can find out it there too...

- I didn't get the chance to go all the activities because it was a 'last-minute' plan!! we went there at 2pm and came back at 5pm... but hell yeah i had enough time for snorkeling... i was 2 and a half hours in the water lol... i enjoyed the 'under-sea' scenery... i can't tell by words... the feeling was amazing i never imagine i could go to the deep side of the sea just to see more wonderful/colorful fishes, star fishes, sea cucumber etc.... the fish don't even bite me even though they're bigger than my head...lol

- and... ummm owh yeahhh... i used my brother's sunblock lotion too... good one.. my advice is.. don't be stingy to buy an expensive sunblock lotion because it's for your own good... i didn't even get any sunburn.. really!!! it was really hot yesterday but my skin are in normal color ..just as same as before i went!! so just buy okay, he bought the sunblock for MYR50++ i forgot what the brand is plus.. he helped to put it on me anyway... so i don't give shit to look at it haha beside all i want is to jump in the water!!!!!! haha

- I can't upload the pic now because of two reason, one, i lost my card reader so i can't upload the pic from my HP (can anyone please lend me one or just buy one for me lol) and reason number two is, I haven't take my external hard disk from my brother yet, cuz he put the photos from his camera inside it... tomorrow will get... so i promise i'll upload all the photos tomorrow... i don't know if i should include the 'ko-mo-sensored-ni-gambar' or not.. (not that sexy bah cuma can see la sikit2.. haram!!)

- owh yeah i forgot something.. i went there with my younger brothers eric and casey, and my younger sister Cynthia and also my friend Melissa.

- yeah i know... blablablabla... thanks for reading!!! PEN OFF!!!!!

p/s I will upload tomorrow before my choir practice, but if don't have will do the next day hehe... i'm a busy woman!!!!!!! haha

peace

xoxo

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah yeah... I've finally done all (all) the things in my 'to do list' today finally!! even though as i told earlier i was in 'lazy mood' but bak kata orang 'dimana ada kemahuan,disitu ada jalannya' ape ek dalam inggerisnye? i forgot? oppsiiee my bad.. yeahh

My bf asked me to wash his car rims just now.. i don't know why i just love to help him wash car.. i love water and i love him.. ngehehe

okay... pen off!!

xoxo

thanks for reading ;)