I guess....getting married is not easy at all... Apart from the expenses. The obstacles coming through my relationship is another thing...its like a simple thing can easily swipe off the sparkle...just like that..i mean as sy as snapping your fingers. Thats what we call trial right, but am glad we are still glue- ing each otjer together. The love is still strong...
Another thing i need to mention here, i am goin further with mybstudy, im doin bachelor of medicine and bachelor of surgery (MBBS) and this will lead me into 4 long years of learning journey before fully entitled to beome a doctot. Why i choosed mbbs? I have always dream of being a doctor, since i was a kid yeah, i remember pocking my niece on the hand with a sharp pencil, i dont joke when i play doctor hahah...but she was fine, it was a minor injury ive caused..lol.. And apart from that, is because...for me a doctor is a noble profession, its not the title, its not the coat but what a doctor does! Believe me, doctor is not rich! A real doctor is very poor, they dont have to have a 3 storey bungalow, mercedez benz, bmw etc... They do their job..helping people, saving lives... I want to help poor people who cant afford to treat their sickness... I want to be a good doctor, i was thinking about house but dr house is in a movie while im standing here...the reality is much more bitter than tv shows...well i still watch them to learn... :)...
Wedding is coming...class is starting.... Honeymoon is in november after the wedding... How?
Leave it all to God , God will help me through this.
Love you all and thanks for reading...
- Sometimes my independence does not go well with male ego - I believe that i can always survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and have the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies -I don't like flattery -Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make me runaway -I am very possessive and for me love is something i can never share and i can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion -If i get hurts i will be as cold as the ice in your fridge and this can last an entire lifetime!! -I have high expectations in everything - I am possessive and don't like to be possessed I want my freedom and complete trust -When i'm committed to someone or something,there'll be no reason to doubt my loyalty and sincerity -Extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationship -I am emotional though -I believes in miracle,though it sound a little freaky but miracles do happen in my case -The bad things about me is i'll never learn from my mistakes and likely to fall in the same hole again (Dislikes) Boredom,Weakness,Dependency,Overly sensitive people,Wimps,Pretentiousness,Fussiness,Being ill,Cowardice
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Each time I listen to songs, I feel like.. i'm flying.. not physically but mentally... and once again i'm thinking about all the memories i had .. playing like a slideshow..repeatedly...
Each time i think about my wedding... i'm afraid.. sometimes i am really sure i'm ready...and at times i don't think i am ready enough.. arrghhh commitment .. it's all about it.. but when i see people passes by in-front of me.. I could see their happiness and that's when i need my love so badly.. and i know.. i need him..
Each time i read... i got inspired... no matter what i read.. it surely bloom my heart to live each day like there's no tomorrow...
But most of all... each time i think about goin further with my studies.................. i just want it.. i know there's no age limitation to gain knowledge... but but... maybe sometimes to sacrifice things you love and wanted the most could bring shine to others lives.. (maybe..maybe) .. MBBS is in my hand but the closer i get.. the further i found myself from gettin it...
Arrghhh moodless weekend.. I wish i can fly and go to Niagara falls .. or beyond the horizon..
Friday, March 11, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hey ya.... :) im not gonna say 'it's been a while since i blog blablabla..." but to be honest.. i do miss blogging.. i read but i dont write.. why? because to write i need inspirtion... i need mood... i need the right time... ahhh... but yeah i do miss blogging... if you gonna ask whether im going to continue writing..frequently... im gonna say.. 'im not sure' because it's all depends on the sitution i am in.. like how free m i.. how not freaking tired am i... -_-'... . but i will NEVER ever forget the purpose of why i started writing ... it's all about how ambitious am i..catching my ongoin happiness that slots in with sadness,pain and miracle! :)
Anyway.... I have something to tell you... :D.. *smiles*
"I AM GETTING MARRIED"!!!!! awwwww
It's unbeliveable.. for me.. actually.. date has been confirmed last year.. but.. the spirit has only been felt this year..this month..hehehe
So.. Im goin to have to post little bit about everything regarding my wedding preparation..yooohooo... are you excited? cuz I DO!!!!
this love story of mine will be continued later alright... soon.....
I LOVE happiness