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Sometimes my independence does not go well with male ego - I believe that i can always survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and have the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies -I don't like flattery -Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make me runaway -I am very possessive and for me love is something i can never share and i can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion -If i get hurts i will be as cold as the ice in your fridge and this can last an entire lifetime!! -I have high expectations in everything - I am possessive and don't like to be possessed I want my freedom and complete trust -When i'm committed to someone or something,there'll be no reason to doubt my loyalty and sincerity -Extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationship -I am emotional though -I believes in miracle,though it sound a little freaky but miracles do happen in my case -The bad things about me is i'll never learn from my mistakes and likely to fall in the same hole again (Dislikes) Boredom,Weakness,Dependency,Overly sensitive people,Wimps,Pretentiousness,Fussiness,Being ill,Cowardice

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

What girls want..

i copied this from my dear friend Melissa desiree... *mel orait bha kan... hehe untuk kesedaran ramai pihak... :D~~ check this out.. you might learn something from this...


||||What A Girl WanT||||

This is very interesting(to women).. pls take time to ponder(to men) enjoy the story, then just switch off........

Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, If after a year, he still had no answer, he
would be put to death. The question was: What do women really want?
Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, And to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query.
But, since it was better than death, He accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone:
The princess, the priests, the wise men, and even the court jester.
He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch,
For only she would have the answer. But the price would be high as the witch was famous through out the
kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.
The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch.
She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, The most noble of the Knights of the Round Table, And Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified.
She was hunch-backed and hideous, had only one tooth,
smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc.
He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden,
But Lancelot, having learnt of the proposal, spoke with Arthur.
He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life. And the preservation of the Round Table.
Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered.
Arthur's question thus: "What a woman really wants?"
She said, "Is to be in charge of her own life."
Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth.
And that Arthur's life would be spared. And so it was.
The neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom.
And Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.
The honeymoon hour approached and, Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom.
But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed.
The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.
The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, She would henceforth be her horrible and deformed self only half the time.
And the beautiful maiden the other half.
"Which would you prefer? She asked him.
"Beautiful during the day ... or at night?"
Lancelot pondered the predicament.
During the day he could have a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, But at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch!
Or, Would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day?
But by night a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous, intimate moments with?

(If you are a man reading this...) What would YOUR choice be?
(If you are a woman reading this?) What would YOUR MAN'S choice be?
What Lancelot chose, is given below:
BUT... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below... OKAY?

Noble Lancelot, knowing the answer the witch gave Arthur to his question,
He said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.
Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time.
Because, he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.
Now... what is the moral to this story?

The moral is...
1) There is witch in every woman no matter how beautiful she is!
2) If you don't let a woman have her own way, things are going to get ugly.

So, always remember:

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

|||||||Fish Market?? and.... SCENERY??||||

.......This pictures was taken this week........

Me and my darling went to KL... to a bookstore.. kinokuniya :) so on the way back or go? umm not sure hihi i took few random pictures and i REALY LOVE these pics.. and i didn't edit it because i don't know how.. my bad but who cares...right?

And owh yeah.. my future mom in law bought me a punjabi suit!! it was really beautiful and i am beautiful wearing it.. hehee :P~~

let's check it out...

and oppsieee... forgot about fish market... food was really. yeah of course their food nice and the price not bad too because.. it's worth it paying a lot and you get to eat 'real' food isn't? :D

okay2 come on....

===I really like this pic because i can see the layers of each clouds.. brought a warm feeling inside and i feel like flying.. want to be free!! yayy it's so nice==

==This is my photo in a punjabi suit? how? hehe my Mom in law to be bought this for me because the next day we went to the temple.. :P

==woww.. yeah yeah i know.. i look beautiful LOL... excuse me okay.. :P~~==

==Another in punjabi suit pic of me *cough==

==So.. on the way to Fish market in Aeon Bukit tinggi, i snap these photos, using a Panasonic DMC-FX12 Lumix camera, please be notice that i don't know how to use photoshop stuff to edit my pictures so there NO editing done for these pictures... it's all natural.. my talent.. LOL *please do not puke!!! okay.. so enjoy :P~~

==Isn't nice and wonderful==

===so please readers.. if you think it's nice please say so.. and if you think i need improvement (yes of course i do, i know!) please tell me too!! need your opinion and i will appreciate it, very much.. just leave your comment... i love taking pictures.. especially My OWN pictures.. haha yes i am serious, one day my Fiance told me to stop taking my own pic he said i'll get older if take too many pictures.. but hell i care!! LOL at ;east when i really old someday.. i've collection of my 'syok sendiri' pictures... hehee... and then he also told me that he's goin to hide the camera!! oh God.. leave me alone!! he can hide it but i still have my handphone camera isn't? hahaha shhh.. i'm not worry because he won't read my blog... i know :D~~~~~

okay.. so we went to Fish market located in Aeon bukit timggi Klang, ground floor :) so i took the opportunity to take few photos with my darling, the food and yeah thats all... check it out!!

===Welcome to fish market!!!!==

==Yepyep that's me and my only man.. my love my soul my life...one and only==

==photos below.. our foods.. i've forgotten what it's called.. but it was delicious and worth eating!! i can't even finish it.. i was to 'full' maybe because the fish was big? and fries were too much? hmmm i don't know but it's nice and i do remember i ate the fish 'dory' huhu==

==this is one ummmm deep fried mushroom... delicious too!!!==

||| Yeah i guess that's a for this post.. i have a lot to post up but the problem is... time.. i do not have enought time to do!! but as i said, i love my blog and i want to share with you all on me pursuing my happiness for infinity...eternally!!|||

p/s... pease dear readers... i want to know what you all think about my post... i need feedback.. knowing that you all read my blog but not knowing what your thought about my post is pretty sad... so im begging you to leave ya thoughts okay....

last but not least.. thanks for reading


Monday, May 18, 2009

It's alright i'm okay.. :P~~ |||PART ONE|||

.....|||Update time|||....

||Okay so.. hehe i know it's been quite long since i went to Sg. petani, Kedah and Penang.. so i am updating..

|||Been quite busy with stuff and yeah with stuff LOL....

...Here we go..... === part one ====

this is the highway on the way .. err i forgot what's the name... hell.. :)

We stopped by i think before the tunnel... searching for toilet but naa... no..there's no toilet there... S*&^!! and that's my darling Jag.. posing like a model.. uhukkzzzz haha :D~~

Yep.. that's my bear 'Jeremy' inside the car.. he's always with me.. no matter where i go... loveee him :) anyway my darling gave it to me on our first date as my birthday present..heheheee~~

Below.. the tunnel :P~~

Snapped a landslide on the way to SPetani... ishkkk luckily it's far from the highway... *knock the wood 3 times

Yep almost there..i just... love the nature.. :)

=okay no idea what to put for the captures below.. so just enjoy the pics okay :P~~=

=okay that's my 'pink' hand phone with the 'angel in disguise' hangin on it hahaa=

=:D~~ okay excuse me for this.. Jeremy was driving the car!! haha people in the car on the road looked at us and like 'what the hell?' heheee well.. it's nice to disturn peope sometimes... he was cute by the way.. my Jeremy :P~

==Almost there and enjoy the scenery... i love taking pictures but i don't use SLR and i don't edit my photos.. not because i don't want to but i do not how to.. oppsieee my bad hehe... enjoy...===

=yaayyyy we reached.. finally after 4 hours of journey :)=

=south s.petani in the evening= :D~~

==so this is the room i sleep in... yayy,,, it was nice and warm i mean it's comfortable==

=stairway to heaven.. ahakzz no lar.. this one just to show off how tiring it is to have big house.. i can't ..and don't want cuz tiring and hard to clean..hihi==stairs up

=stairs down=

=another view's point=

===Below... around the house===

=Dr. Cimmeran and Dr Mawinder, Jag's sister and her husband=

okay2 i think thats all for today... really need to finish my work up... see you all in part two of my holiday... and don't forget to leave your comment okay :D~~ cheerio!!!!


Thursday, May 14, 2009

Worst day of 22 years of my life!!


> Why this have to be so complicated? making people around happy is not easy as i thought.

It's true.. this is what happened to me.. i thought i am happy but right after that... my tears burst out of my eyes!!

Why do people cannot make things easier.... why can't they just be open and don't just listen to themselves but look at others sorrow too.. others HOPE and DREAM... why why why....

It's okay to make peoples happy and sometimes... one party have to sacrifice for it but the one who sacrificed are the people i care and love the MOST.. hopefully this will go away soon... very soon...

I can't bare this pain i held inside but to who should i speak this out? i'm helpless

I can't write further... this feeling is totally suck!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Pathetic day-!!!!!!!!!!


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